I think I am sinking at the bottom now. I feel so gutted and my confidence is stifling to the lowest point. I would say a new low. I can see myself very desperate and frustrated. I need to rethink how I do my game. This is what happen for last two months. I know it sounds so geeky but it is better for me to share and ask for help.

Since I finished my study and realised I should have sorted myself out on the girl front, I started reading "the game", " Double your dating" and this forum to get some new social skills to practice my game. This is the list what I have achieved:
I spent around at least 2 nights out a week (I did a bit day games as well) and I get 151 rejections for last two months. I got around 30 number closes. I could only managed to have 5 dates with 5 girls. Only one girl I successfully had a more than a kiss-close but not a F-close, something like fooling around. The rest the girls I dated I couldn't have a kiss-close or whatsoever. From what I have achieved I don't think I am doing well. I can see myself not good at the club game or the dance floor game. Most of the numbers I got only from some social events, like speed dating which girls are up for guys.

Now I am humbly asking for advice. I know my inner game is very shit now. This is another failure today. I bumped into a 9HB which I met three nights ago in my uni. She is doing part-time undergraduate in my department and I finished my doctorate and is doing some shit research in some rubbish projects. The first night I met was very great. We had a 20 min conversation til she went back to study. I did tease and "cocky funny" her. In the end, I offered my email address to her if she needed help on her study. I was so lame and shit. I should have got her number instead. Today I bumped into her again in a cafe near our school library. I was being a muppert again. No smile on my face but being a social awkward. I couldn't hold on the chat. The vibe went out of the window. She looked a bit uptight and I felt so nervous without any eye contacts. Since I didn't want to be too awkward, I cut the conversation short by saying I was busy with my research work. Then I left her.

I fu?cked up my game again. I don't think of anything at the moment. I shouted myself out of other people and sit on my own doing my research. I really want to know what I go wrong in my game. I feel so flat and down.....

I feel you man. Only what i can you say persistence & practice. I sometimes fell the same time like you, i don't know what i was doing wrong, but hypnotica said: when you practice, you learn, learn, learn, learn then one time bump in your head and you get it, than again learn, learn, learn, learn, learn and then another bump in the head and you get it. And all the time like that

get up and out of bed...and spend 5 minutes in meditation.
clearing ur head
getting you straight for the day
5 minutes every morning and id throw 5 minutes in at night aswell
u wanna go out of the house in good mental shape
u wanna be upbeat, calm, relaxed, cool
the only one responsible for you being cool...is you
end of.

I read one post about yoga. When are you walking it's like you are meditating, but you must be aware of your walking.

p.s. do some meditation stuff, but i like more to go on a walk

yes walking in natural surroundings is great zen medicine