Stanley things are still not perfect, but they are 100% better at least.
Things like my issue, which was result of long term reinforcing take long to change.
But I no longer ever feel nervous/anxious thinking about the relationship

The worst I feel now might be as simple a very mild annoying thought..but then I brush it off by thinking a large variety of things which keep me positive
a) We have had great times together and things are going sweet
b) Whether in the relationship or not, I will experience this again, even stronger
c) Whether in the relationship or not, in the big picture I am on my way to success in other areas of my life and the future is something to look forward to
d) She wouldn't cheat on me, I have absolutely no reason to think that. If she DID, it would simply mean that I'm going to move on and restart this feeling with another beautiful female

etc etc. The list of positive "cycle thoughts" which I developed go on and on.
I no longer wake up feeling like throwing up due to having dreams of her sleeping with other guys! Or wonder what she is up to, and whether shes texting other guys etc.
Gone.

I still have some concerns though within the relationship, but they are far less severe and stem from me being inexperienced in relationships. Two concerns which I have now are
a) Is the initiation of conversation balance important? (so I try to make sure I'm not calling her more than she is me etc)
b) Recently I was honest about how I felt in terms of my pessimistic views on relationships. I felt as though I possibly made an error in explaining my weakness and worried I had ruined her perception of me for being vulnerable. However this one is fleeting, as nothing in our relationship has changed

Good stuff overall

wouldn't 100% better be the same as perfect?

lol

sorry, i couldn't resist

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what dr. house brings to medicine, i bring to everyday life (an extreme dose of cynicism), don't listen to the curmudgeon!

Mack, "100% better" doesn't exist. 100% of the original is the same as the original.

I couldn't resist either

Hahaha can't a company's profit increase by 100%?
ie double?

If you look at my happiness with this girl as a stock, the stocks have gone up 100%
As far as I know, that works.

Congrats!

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Thanks,
Stan

"don't listen to this creeper reputation bullshit, girls like to get hit on / get attention, don't be afraid to do so, girls forgive advances, but they NEVER FORGIVE PUSSIES" - from pumpington

so things are twice as good? lol

/math

what is twice as good as bad?

idk hmm

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what dr. house brings to medicine, i bring to everyday life (an extreme dose of cynicism), don't listen to the curmudgeon!

That would be down 100%

If stocks plummet 100%, effectively they are half there original value.

I guess if what you meant was that you feel better by 100% (saying that you feel as good as before plus 100% of the original) then you would feel twice as good.

English isn't my first language but as I understand it if you say "it's 100% better" it's something different than "it's better by 100%".

Either way who cares, I understood what you meant all the same.

Edit: lol @ the above. That's definitely not right no matter how you bring it. If stocks fall by 100% then they lose 100% of their value i.e. are worth zero. Fall by 50% equals loss of half the value.

lol

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what dr. house brings to medicine, i bring to everyday life (an extreme dose of cynicism), don't listen to the curmudgeon!

HAHAHA yeah I was thinking about this alllll day, no joke.

Probably the most stupid thing I have ever said in my whole entire life.
I proudly stand corrected.

haha no worries. Wanna know what the stupidest thing is I ever said in my life?

Me: Hey, you look unamused
hb: Yeah I'm not amused at all
Me: You know nobody likes a grinch
hb: Just wait 5 minutes and I'll be fun then
Me: Ok. 5m59, 5m58....5m50 (counting down out loud while doing some kino)
hb: ....
Me: ....
Me: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!


I have to say I was slightly tipsy at that time

during maths class .. teacher wrote 6 numbers... asked me how many numbers he wrote... i said 3 lol ... it's ok to have no focus and being occupied but that's a epic fail LOL....another episode he asked me what number 16 meant .. i just told him straight on it means 16...somehow i have the powerfull ability to make teachers faceplam themselfs

well lets say that all value is relative .. lol

aside from that .. something negative can have a very postitive result in the end... in that case..

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At the end of the day, people are people, women included. You have to look after yourself, noone is going to do that for you, and I think we as males get caught up in our roles as protector and provider.

Cointoss...that made me laugh SO freaking hard

Bad routine anyway It would have been worse if you were giving her strong-serious/intense eye contact while saying the numbers though

GODDAMN THE PUA FORUM!!

Making me think and shit! lol