Inner Game man...Inner game. You HAVE to change your frame of thinking yourself, either now...Your not going to be able to get rid of this feeling by saying your going to stop, you need to re-frame the feeling/thought so it works for you...
I used to do the same thing, its a bad feeling, Here is how I used to re-frame it: You are an individual, you were born equal, everyone walks the earth alone, everyone is trying just to survive another day...That being said, how can anyone be better than you? Someone better than you? Ha! Impossible, we are all just squirrels looking for our nut.
You know what the shit of it is. Most guys out there deep down are thinking the same thing. BUT, its time to stop. Seriously. STOP. Stop for yourself, stop so your not thinking the same thing everyone else, make your reality. If you stop this prior thought pattern, suddenly your boss, everyone else is insecure...but no, not you. Make your own reality and ALLOW people to participate in it.
Watch this mensroom.tv video with Frank Kermit on inner game.
http://www.mensroom.tv/season-1/frank-k ... inner-game
Check out framing in NLP and you might just want to pick up some reading material...
Good luck man.
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