Hey guys !

Ok short long story : 1.5 y. LTR, she broke up in january, since I picked a lot of girls (2 / parties in average, going out 2 - 3 times a week).

Aloso F-close some girls, that told me : "you're such a player, don't change, do this all your life!"

Yesterday night, see my ex to drink something. During almost the whole time, talking about everything, and at the end she asked me "didn't you want to go to a new relationship after we broke up?". Since that question, we've talked about all the time we've spent, her and I, playing on parties and fucking with random people around ...

When she told me that, it was like me beeing hitting by mike tyson, eventhough it's normal she has to do this when she's still young ...

I thought I was a player, but she just killed me, and when it's you ex, it's very very hard ... (couldn't sleep all the night)

Guys, I think I should not see her anymore, it's everytime hard for me ...

I never recommend keeping ex's around, it just makes things that much harder to move on.

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"J, I guess yer so amazing in bed you send the girls into a transcendent state where they realize their own mortality and are shaken by the realization that their presence bears little impact on the universe, or they just realized they hate you"
-DJ_Z

It's best to avoid meeting ex gfs until you get to the point where you are ok with other people fucking them. This will surely take some more time, you still have emotions for her.