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I should have stopped. I really liked her but I ended up going to far with it and she ended up taking her own life.
Now I'm left with her friends whom I had no interest in calling me up to console me over the loss even though they talked shit about her all the time. I was only using them to get to her.
What I don't know is if she killed herself over my games but the timing of it all is too coincidental to ignore.
I won't lie, I'm crying like a baby now and angry with myself.
dude... harsh. On one hand I'm hoping you weren't trying to neg the shit out of her, especially if she was a headcase.
on the other hand, you can't blame yourself either. For someone to kill themselves over a guy toying with them she had to be completely unstable to begin with.
I would say learn everything you can from this and hopefully you don't develop a pattern of hitting on this type of girl. It's sick and sad and I'm hoping you had no idea.
CHAT
