Shedding off the few extra pounds now. I'll be reaching my ideal weight in about 3 months.

However, I have an EXTREMELY LOW self esteem. Politely rejected for about 5 or 6 times (all of which I because I expressed desperation without knowing it at the time). Still a virgin.

I can trace my low self esteem to one brutal rejection back when I was 15; back then I was 5'1. I was or at least I think I was rejected because of my height (and weight at the time) a day before prom night.

I can communicate very well with women who aren't my type now. Manage to make them laugh a lot. Only problem is, most of them are taken (Not a problem for me though. It's just that I never attempted to steal a woman before; much less ones who aren't my type.). Whenever I'm faced with a woman of my type, I'm always speechless or when I speak, I always manage to make a fool out of myself.

I really dislike being with my friends when we're in a group because most of them are natural Alpha Male types. I'm fine when I'm alone with my female friends but when any one of my Alpha Male friends come along, they always manage to dominate the group.

I still have this inferiority complex from the height thing; regardless of what situation I'm in, I always manage to link all my failures (physical, social, academic, psychological) with my height. Any advice?

Don't worry about your height because that can't be changed, you need to compensate to become a individual who your happy with. So you don't have the height then go and evolve your personality to sweep woman of their feet, woman won't care about your height when they notice you have an interesting personality. Also you can improve your appearance to take good care of yourself, get a haircut buy some nice clothes nothing expensive but look up some good color combinations and work out a bit.