Hey Guys,

I have learnded some really important lessons in the last few weeks.

You need to know what you want.

That´s the masterkey of all masterkeys.

I know what I am talking about. Because I dont know what I really want. And the same way goes my life with women. I am not that unsuccessfull with women - but I know that I could do a lot far better.

But I can not handle my emotions wich are linked directly to an essential focus on what I really want.

Honestly, I dont like all the girls I meet everyday. I want fuck them, yes. No doubt. I truly would like to fuck nearly every women that is crossing my way.

So there is no pattern, no focus on what kind of girl works best with me. I never had any serious relationship, mostly some kind of relationship for a few weeks and my first love with 16.

Why? Because I dont know what I want. I want them all, but I know that is impossible. So I just drift from here to there and nothing is really concrete.

Girls have serious problems to trust me. In the patterns of seduction the part of trust is where I lose most girls. They simple do not trust me. There is no real connection. Just charme, interesting and some attraction. But no honesty for what they can expect from me.

So I am just playing around, even uninterested in getting all the girls I meet all day into bed. Yes, I would like to, but I am too lazy to invest any afford in these girls.

What do I really want. I have no clue. Maybe thats my overall sticking point.

May I need just the balls to learnt to tell them: I give a shit on you, but you are looking nice. Would you like to fuck. - But for this pattern and behavioir I am to socialized. May thats the problem.

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