| First off I would like to say that my time in Brasil was one of the greatest experiences of my life. The women are beautiful and easy to talk to. While Brasilian women are different, they all have many same qualities that every other women are attracted to: Confidence. I know how to speak portuguese fluently despite me being born in the United States. So I avoided telling the girls I was born in America just to see if they would hookup with me without knowing I am american. I lived in an apartment and the view was great. It was a square surrounded by a large Cathedral-like church. Many teenagers there. Sunday having alot of girls and guys walking around. Since I was american and my clothes were from the US, I had an edge above most guys.
I indeed learned that women love confidence. Three kiss closes told me that.
2010:
First PUA attempt: So I am new to the town and been there for about 2 months. I wasn't practicing PUA at the time, but I knew the rules. The town is small and I lived in the city area. Lots of teenage girls, 15-20 and some 30 year olds. I was being guided by two friends of mine. Leo and Luke. They show me around and I ask them about the women. They tell me to go and talk to one. We go search. I have poor eyesight, but I knew the girl that was coming my way as we walked on te side walk at night was a straight up 9. She had long black hair. She was caucasian and had blue fingernails painted. I recall she had a few blue streaks on her hair as well. Skinny and had the emo look about her. She was accompanied by her friend which was a lil short. A 7 to be exact. I love emo chicks and I told myself "Dont screw this up."
So I use the three second rule for the first time in my life. I pulled an excuse from my ass and basically said "Hey" and approached her before she passed me. She stopped and smiled back, saying "Oi, joia?"(Hey, everything alright)
So I begin with a simple small talk, I grab her hand and I congratulate her on style and nail. She laughs and says I am lying because all of her friends say it's not a good style. I ignore and let go of her hand. We walk back to the square. And I begin a few small talk, giving her subtle ideas of seduction. I knew this was a mistake because she originally had a feeling of what I wanted exactly. Long story short, after half an hour of flirting and asking questions. I amateurishly leaned down and asked her "Hey, I want to show you something"
She smiled and asked "What?"
I looked at her eyes and lips and she did the same. She began to bite her lip and I knew in my head I was succesful. I finally told her and she said nothing. She laughed playfull and turned her head and then looked back to me. At this point, my friends began taunting me saying "Stop with the bullshit, just kiss the girl". Her friend chimed in and said for her to kiss me. She finally refused and decided to meet me another day. I got so pissed off and so my friend laughed and chased her to ask her to makeout. I follow him and we begin stalking the girl. I can't believe I did that. So we arrive at the end of the road near her house and she says "Look, I don't want to hookup."
I persist and she refuses. She leaves and her friend begins to talk to me. She told me if I was more confident in the initial talk and told her what I wanted, she would hookup. But because I was beating around the bush, I failed miserably. That night I went home lonely.
Weeks later, February 2010(Carnaval time):Weeks passed and I begin to read PUA again. I loose my shyness and became a little more confident. I had a crush on this girl, but I had myself see others. So I went to this church camp thing. I figured the girls there wouldn't be as sensual as the others, but my friend told me stories of how that's not always so. It was a 3 day thing in a ranch far from the city. Some pretty girls, but mostly 7's. The one I had my eyes on was an 8. I talked to her for a bit, although I was shy. I noticed she gave me IOI's but she also had an arrogant feel to her. She mocked me when someone found my whitie tidies hanging out the window(I love boxers, but hell, I brought the whitie tidies. I didn't care that much. After two days, I figured it was time to ask her to seduce her for a KC. My male friend who was also her cousin told me I should just ask her. I refused, saying she didn't want to hookup with a low guy like me. He hit me on the arm slightly and said "Go for it". I refused.
Many days passed and I felt bummed. I got a few KC(I will tell you about those later). Many days later I am sitting with the two bozos from the first day. Leo and Luke(Lol, that's their real names). They tell me I am "dry" or "Na seca"(Meaning my mouth is dry from not kissing any women lmao). So I see a girl walking by. Hot body, but I did not see her face. I called her without knowing who it was. As she got closer, I froze. It was the same girl from the camp.(I have poor eyesight remember). Feeling like an idiot, I decided to go along with it. I get up from the bench and I go talk to her. Asking why does she walk by and ignore me(I say this friendly). She laughs and tells me she wasn't even paying attention. She was with some hotter girls along with her, but they were taken. So I set my eyes on her. We walk and talk, I buy some gum and offer her some. I decided to seclude her from her HB friends and take a seat on a bench. I am doubting my abilities. But I was prepared for rejection.
I sat next to her while she explained her stories to me and I finally took the opportunity to ask her if she wanted to makeout. "Quer ficar comigo?". She asked me why didn't I ask her earlier. She told her cousin she was interested in me. She actually told him to talk to me to see if I liked her. And he told her I wussed out saying I wasn't interested. While I was pissed at the fact I could of madeout with her for 3 days straight, I simply shrugged it off. I told her I was interested and she asked me where. I took her to a secluded spot away from the prying eyes of our friends and we made out leaning near a light post LMAO. She told me not to tell anynone because she had a reputation of a good girl. I agreed and went gome happy. My friends applauded me when I told them and it was done.
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March, 2010: So it was a few days after my birthday and I still liked this chick. But even though I was walking into the friend zone, I was still flirting with many other women. Although only few people knew of my escapades. So I was walking with my friend Gabriel(Who knows more women than he does guys) and we decided to walk to the city square. He meets with an HB9 and her HB5 friend. I am calling the HB9 Camilla and HB5 Loraine. He introduced me and we begin walking together. The four of us. So I took great interest in Camilla. She was 19 at the time and I was 18. We walk and talk and I kept glancing at her often, thinking she would not notice. She was very beautiful. Blond hair, boots, hazel colored eyes and she had the body of a real woman. Strong woman(Not fat at all. But almost a beautiful average). HB5 was dark skinned and short and a tad bit overweight. It was 9'oclock PM. We talk about random shit and stuff. Then a new guy comes up and wants to kiss Camilla. She refuses as the guy is a drunk. She says she is dating and she points to my friend, Gabriel. The drunk dude asks her to prove it. She refused as she was reluctant to kiss Gabriel. He knows she lied and walks off. About half hour later, I see HB5 Loraine whisper something into Camilla's ear. They giggle and tell us that they are going to the store real quick. I elbowed Gabriel, knowing they were planning something. He laughed and told me he thinks HB5 is interested in me. I agree, knowing I had a bad rep for attracting overweight girls without even talking to them.
They come back and I see HB5 grab my arm and walk as the wind began blowing. It was pretty cold so she took advantage and kinda hugged me. I see Gabriel talking to Camilla and another biker-nerd guy lmao. I was like, Aww hell no. So I began fixing my shoes. Taking my time that she decided to catch up with my friend. I followed behind moments after, walking beside to Camilla as I noticed she was alone. I noticed she was cold but I was too shy to hug her and keep her warm. Dumbass me. I ask her:
Anti-lover: "So, do you have a boyfriend?"
Camilla: "Why would I be walking 11'oclock at night alone if I had a boyfriend?"
What the fuck a question was that? I was had many issues at the time lol.
Anti-lover: "Yea, stupid question. But I expected someone like you to be dating"
Camilla: "Well, I just broke up with my BF four months ago. We dated for six years. I felt like I wasted my time..blah blah"
So we talk and everyone decides to sit on a large wall foundation that hid most of us from the cars that drove in the streets. I notice the biker-nerd hitting on the HB5. Gabriel didn't make any moves. So out of nowhere, HB5 begins kissing the biker dude. Camilla sits alone and I look at her. She looks back at me and shakes her head.
Camilla: "Should of made a move. She wanted to hook up with you."
Anti-lover: "Wait...she did? I didn't know that?"
Like I give a shit that HB5 wanted to kiss me.
We talk for awhile and I ask Camilla is she is hooking up with anyone?(In Brasil, some people have makeout sessions with each other before they date. Not all people. But some of them do.) She sighed and asked me.
Camilla: "Do you want to hookup with me?"
Anti-lover: "Yea, I do."
Camilla laughs: "Well, why didn't you ask me earlier then? I noticed you kept looking at me and I wondered why you never made a move."
I grab HB9's hand and say goodbye to Nerdy-biker, Gabriel and HB5. We then begin a hot makeout session under a tree in a bench at night. How the hell did I manage that?
If I asked her earlier. If I manned up in the start instead of being a lil wuss. I would of had a longer makeout session. Even if I did display that lack of manhood, I still got her # and went out the following weeks.
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So I lived in my grandmother's apartment along with my uncle. We were helping her for awhile now. So I find out that a friend of my grandmother's is sleeping over for 3 days at our house. They are coming from another state in Brasil. And she is bringing her HB910 daughter over. Her daughter is 22 and I was 18. She arrives and we quickly talk. Note, she is a very distant cousin from the family. Not blood cousin in any manner, thankfully. But I always had a crush on her since childhood. I find out that she is dating a dude for 3 years and she still likes him. But she is doubting his loyalty in the relationship. I end up getting a cold in the same day. Saturday I begin coughing and I had a bad fever. I thought in my head: Can you attract this chick when your in this condition? No, she likes her BF and she considers me a cousin.
She is tall and lithe. She dyed her hair red and has quite the punk look to her. She had no piercings or tattoos. Her eyes were a golden hue that seemed to draw me in. Her lips were so memorable...they begged to be kissed.
Sunday arrives and I am worse. I feel like leaving the house since Sundays are full of people outside and I was placed in the friend zone many weeks prior. I wanted to show off my cousin to my "oneitis" incase she walks in the streets. My grandma refused, saying I was sick and I should spend time with HB10. Meh.... I wasn't planning on attracting HB10 as much as earlier, but then I thought to myself, why not? I decide to take HB10 for a walk. We talk for hours. I begin to give subtle hints here and there. She hugs me, tickles me and she kissed me in the cheek. I thought to myself: This isn't an IOI, this is some friend shit. I buy gum and we walk back to the square from the mall. As I get there, we sit down and talk. She tells me stories of her previous relationships, vice-versa. She tells me her BF might be cheating on her and that she might call off the relationship. Yes, I think I can seduce her! So I stale time. I ask her:
Anti: "Do you want to do something else?"
HB10: "Like what?"
Anti: "I dunno"
Silence and wind. I break the awkawrd moment by taking off her jacket from my body. She refuses and says I am sick. I then hug her to keep her warm. Yes, I learned from my previous mistake. But I realized how stupid it was since I was coughing. People I know walk by and see us hugging. They begin to wander if this is another girl I am seducing. I feel a little prideful because no one knows her lmao. And everyone in school is going to be talking about it.
Long story short, I man up and I lean over and whisper to her if she wants to hookup. She lowers her head and avoids eye contact. She sighes and changes the subject.
HB10: It's late. We gotta go back home. Your uncle might get mad at me for keeping you out this late."
Anti: "I'm 18..haha"
HB10: "I'm 22. I'm older than you. Therefore I am responsible.
Whatever...
I leaned over and gave her the longest kiss in the cheek. She laughs a bit and pulls away playfully. Then as if the heavens where taking a piss on me, it began to rain. Hard. I grab hold of HB10's hand and lead her back to the building. We don't quite enter it, buut we stayed outside below the building where the rain didn't go. I noticed she avoided eye contact for awhile. I think I pissed her off.
Anti: "Hey, if I made you mad.."
HB10 looked at me and interrupted me. She sounded a bit hostile. "No, it's not that. I am attracted to you. But I can't betray my BF..."
She's attracted to me? Hell the the fucking yes!
Anti: "Yuu said yourseld your BF might be cheating on you. You always been right before and you also said your relationship is not working. I mean, he doesn't even know me. He won't even suspect you are going to do this. He thinks your loyal enough so he can use you."
HB10 nods, but she always made excuses. She was attracted to me. And she even bit her lip when she announced she wanted to kiss me.
HB10: "People here know you. If they saw us together kissing..they might tell your uncle."
I had a good idea in mind.
Anti-lover: "Let's go back to the house then."
We walk back inside the building and I call the elevator. I let a girl go inside before us. I stale time and begin talking to her. She is more open, but still reluctant to kiss me because she doubts her ability to cope with betreyal. We go inside the elevator. It arrives on the top floor. I turn around and I did the triangular look. She bit her lip and smiled. I press "1" on the elevator and it goes down. I grab her hips and lean in for the KC. She grabs my head and holds it while we makeout. Best damn shortest KC I ever had.
As the elevator goes back up, we continue KC. We arrive to the 6th floor. She whisperes to my that she feels bad for doing it. She can't keep a large secret so she fears she would be discovered. I give her another kiss in the mouth and tell her everything will be fine. I go to bed happy.
Next morning it was time for her to go back to her state with her mom. I join her in the balcony. She tells me she had a fun night, but she then explained it would of been better if "I revealed my intention from the start.", she explained that she knew what I was thinking when I wanted to do something different. She expected me as a guy to take charge and initiate the KC. A 2 minute KC could of been a 2 hour KC.....but I lacked confidence and the consequences came. She told me she would love to kiss me again, but time did not permit. We said our goodbyes and she departed. She occasionally IM's me saying how she misses me(Haha, she got back with her BF).
I have more KC stories to tell, but these were important ones because they were when I lacked confidence to pursue what I wanted. I took too long and what could of been a great time was diminished or perhaps never even accomplished(The emo HB for example).
So a tip for the guys: Be confident. Don't be insecure and don't be a wuss. Don't flirt too much and for goodness sakes don't be indirect. It will turn a girl off that she will eventually reject you like I was before. II don't know how american women feel about KC guys they meet upon 20+ minutes or a few hours upon interaction. But I will try that in a later time. I am a bit rusty and I kissed many girls last year. I came down back to Florida in February due to personal problems in Brasil. I haven't kissed a girl in 5 months...5 damn months. I am 19 now and I still got a lot of work to do. When I get my personal stuff sorted out, I will attempt my seduction again. My mouth is dry ;P
So the theme of the story is BE CONFIDENT!
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"If you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried."
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Guess I should man the fuck up.