| The last 2 weeks have been 1 of the most successful weeks for me in ages(as far as # closes go).
I racked up about 7 # closes,4 of those on cold approaches(others online).
I eliminated 4 out of the 7 for being flakes and flaking on me numerous times.
The remaining 3,I kept around and gamed with success.
But I ended up cursing out those 3 girls via text.
I dont know what the hell is transpiring behind the scenes,but my would-be most solid tagets turn out to get into arguments with me.
Something is off with my calibration or ability to red those chiccs correctly.
Today,I ended up in a huge argument with a HB9.5 I'd been gaming for 5 days.
This was unforseen(lol)!!!
The b***h was giving me solid feedback!
It went so far as she saying(via txt),"I was never into you because you're ugly".
If I were an AFC still,I would've cried at that point(lol).
A week ago,same thing happened with an HB10;same fashion,same lines of her saying "Im not into you,you're ugly....".
Ended up cursing each other back and forth for an hour,then I deleted her from my phone contacts.
Damn guys,what the fucc is going on!!!?
Im out to beliving that those girls werent really into me from the get-go but pretended.
So no matter how smooth I would've played it,it would be the me results:cursing-out session.
I know the community's rule of not arguing with targets nor loosing control this way.
But shit happens.
Those 3 girls never had good intentions(of hooking up),and I basically exposed them so they lashed out.
Thats' what I believe.
Well,Im feeling down and out in a pile of shit again.
If it wasnt for my LTR,I think this would be over a year of not getting laid.
I have not laid any stray girls in over year(maybe 2).
And it's not like I havent been trying(lol).
But over these past few weeks,I had my best time of gaming in a while,but they all result into serial flakes & arguments.
I really think I've lost a lot of my game,charms & kills being in this LTR of 2 years and change.
LTR really kills one's seduction skills.
But it has also killed my calibration(timing),insight and ability to read females.
Im feeling like a grand-fucking AFC.
I've had more successes and lays as an AFC than I had over the past 2 years as a seasoned PUA(lol).
Yes,I've been in an LTR for 2 years,nevertheless,I was still sarging quite regularly(street,club,bars,etc.)but havent been able to bang anything on the side.
My MILF gf and I are on a break for about 3 week now due to her bullshit attitude.
So Im unofficially single but still unable to get some ass.
It's reasons like these I keep running back to my LTR,knowing it's unhealthy,and knowing I want out.
But being unable to lay anything,or even just to meet a decent chicc to just chat with-no luck with that.
So Im relegated to run bacc to the bullshit LTR for sex,chat and chance to hang out with a female.
This should not be fucking happening to me.
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