hello all

this is going to be a big post
but this hopefully will be my life changing journey.

to give things an original twist i will tell al my experiences in 3rd person as if someone is telling how my story went

the story how this all happend
Today is queensday in holland and everyone was in a partymood
as Max and his brother stayed at there dads place fpr the first time, they were amazed on how perfect this new place seem to look.
the dad of Max devorced just months ago but quickly found new love.
They live in a place called Breda.
Max thought: Wow! everyone seem to be so nice over here!
as the day passes by Max and his brother were going to the core of the city.
because of the day there were alot of little festivals. Max quickly noticed how pretty the girls were in Breda. Hell its like there only pretty girls over here.

Quickly Max noticed some pretty hot looking girls. He was thinking: hmm.. what shall i do? approach them? but in seconds AA occured and Max ejected the idea.
Unfortunately was my brother not able to stay at my dads place so we walked to the trainstation as i waved him goodbye.

As max returns to the core of the city he slowly started to get more frustrated by the fact that he didnt had the guts to walk to the women.
Allthough he was thinking i don't know anyone here so $&#@ the system and he went totally beserk with dancing.
But as every party comes to an end this one isnt diffrent

totally frustrated i walked home
and since Max his life isnt good at this time(devorcion of my parents... problems with school and lonelyness)
he suddenly burst into tiers of frustration and shame.
He was thinking: this has to end now.. this is gonna change i will better my life for my own good

and this how it al starts


some facts about me

this guy here is me
i'm just your average 19 year old dude
but in terms of afc im not average
im like an ufc and uberfrustratedchump

my life with woman at the moment sucks so bad! hell even in the past i was better!

now some points:

-i have major AA

-I am really needy SPAM

-i have a obsession for woman.

-Im really picky when it comes to girls

- i'm getting frustrated pretty quickly

at the start of evenings im cool and relaxt but as the evening goes on im starting to get a bit frustrated when i see all kinds of guys with women this especially occures when having some alcohol.

- at the moment i don't have much friends.. hell i could say i only have 2
this makes me feel really low in terms of value and it makes me feel lonely




The things i want to change

- getting overal confidence
- getting social
- getting good with girls
- Be a real man

sorry for my english i hope you people can understand it abit

and i hope with these words that my story starts after i hit the submit button

okay so yesterday something unexpected happend.

you see i was planning to drink something with 2 really good female friends(wich i havent seen in ages! i was really happy to finally be able to spent more time with people) of mine
and it all went great we had a great laugh when suddenly my 2 best friends and another friend of me appeared aswell! so the evening turned out even better!

so we hanged out at the place as i noticed a cute looking girl is watching me. (we sat outside).
she noticed i was looking to and told her friend wich make them both watch so i waved at them for fun with a smile but they just turned back talking.
oh well they had boyfriends in the end anyways. but this was pretty new for me to do so i was quite impressed because of it (even if its just a small thing to do lol)

so after a while we whent to another place to hang out a bit.
but then another part of the group that i used to hang out with arrived.
and i was feeling really uncomfortable becuase there were people i had a really big fight with but that was like 6 months ago.
but i felt bad for what i did so wanted to talk to them to straighten things up.
i had a hard time approaching them but then one of my friends helped me to speak to them.
and suprisingly they weren't even mad anymore all was good and they really apriciated that i wanted to talk to them face to face.

my evening couldnt get any better! i was feeling really happy and confident after all this!

after all that happend my 2 best friends and me headed to a cafe with beer prices of only 1 euro
wich we just couldnt ignore hehe.

over there my friends colleges and my excolleges were chilling out
so we decided we hang out with them aswell.
i made a huge mistake over here. because ther were alot of new people
and i didnt had the guts at first to approach them(the guys were easy but there where 3 HB7's a twin and a blond girl)
eventually the number 'i wanna now your name' was spinned
so i thought maybe i can make something fun out of this but it failed as i was thinking to much on how to do it.
after a while i just thought #@$! this!
and it whent a bit like this:

me: where are my manners! let me introduce myself(smile) I'm max whats your name
hb7.1: haha my name is hb7.1
dude1: hey man my name is dude1
me: so how are you guys doing?
dude: yeh were doing fine!
hb7.1: something weird i can't remember because it was so much
me: hey dude1 is hb7.1 your girlfriend?
dude: nope why?
me: well then im probably not the only one who can't understand her now
dude: hahah (while i look with a funny face at hb7.1 she laughed about it)

after this we had some small talk and i left to one of my best friends because he asked me to take a b52 shot.
after that i was starting to feel tipsy so things were going a bit more smoother and with more 'i dont give a damn anymore'

so i approached the other 2 girls
but this wasnt anything spectacular
more like the 1st convo but with just the introduction.

so we had some small talk and after it i left back to the previous guy and girl.
I think i noticed some IOI's from this girl. to i started up a convo again. but unfortunately they had to leave but it whent like this:

me:so are you the oldest or the youngest of the 2?
hb7.1:no i am the youngest =(
me: oh haha so i have to talk to your older sister in order to make you guys stay aye? (funny face)
hb7.1: haha no! i can stay if i want but them in the only girl left here haha.(yeh and with people she just met that evening)

and now something happend that i didnt expected i number closed this girl!!!

me: haha thats understandable. (smile) youre a pretty interesting girl. can i have your number?
she: yeh thats allright (insert her number and her msn)
me: well have a nice evening (three kisses on the cheek) (thats something dutch when you introduce yourself or when you say someone goodbye)

my 2 best friends and me stayed for a little while just to chitchat some more.
and they were off to the gamblemachines as i orderd a new beer
as i did this i noticed on of the bargirls wich is like 35 years old was chilling and i noticed a tattoo on her leg. and i was like why not! i have to learn this stuff
the convo went like this:

me: hey thats a nice tattoo on your leg! what does it stand for?
her: (tells about the origins)
me: wow thats really nice!
her: thanks sweety =)
me: so do you have more tattoo's you can show?
her: yeh look at this (shows her arm)
me: wow that one is beautifull!
her: haha awh thanks =)
after this we had some more chitchat about tattoo's and i went back to my friends
(for some reason i found this woman really attractive).

so we hanged out some more at the gamble machines as my friends wanted a last round of beer and because it was on me again i went back to order some beer
now the young bargirl(wich was a HB8) was relaxing and she had a tattoo to
so i used the same aprroach method to open her up.
me: so you got a tattoo to! nice! what does it stand for?
hb8: (explains origins)
me: nice so do you have more?
hb8: yes (shows her hip and belly region(wich looked damn nice!!)
me: wow! that 1 sure took long didn't it?
hb8: oh god yes! i took ages! and it was really painfull! it isnt even finished yet. they need to add 3 more butterflies as i really love them.
me: allright well when its finished you should show it again!
Hb8: haha we see about that (playfull face)

and so a really unexpectely good evening ended
i finally have catch contact with my old group again wich means that i will have less time hanging arround at the computer and more time chilling and having fun!
i can't believe how much i learned in one evening.

the only points i have to work on is direct approaching without any hesitation
but this will take alot of prachtice
but its fun! hell i didn't even knew it could be this simple!
another point is maybe the tipsyness have helped me a bit
so next time no alcohol.

and to be honest i think the girl that gave me her number isnt interested that much and i don't know where to start now to be honest lol..
but those things will get corrected eventually!

see you guys at the next report!

okay so its been a while since i posted something over here but i can tell you alot of things have happend

i'm still busy with self improvement
and its going the right direction.

as i want to try to approach a girl the feeling has been changed from fear to some kind of excitement wich feels really funny.

allthough to keep things short i still SUCK terribly hard at flirting.
yesterday i saw a girl-friend of my but i was pretty tipsy so i said the wrong name to her TWICE.. but afterwards i used it as a joke to compensate things.. this saved it luckly lol...

She was also with a girl i kissed closed a year ago but she still looked hot as ever you could say she's a HB8
but friends of me told me that she was ashamed what she did with me and didnt liked me at all (at the time i noticed it to) so i everytime i saw her i changed into mister don't give a fuck.
anyways i approached and we talked about it and she says its all lies and stuff
and i had a really fun time with her that night we even dit some rollplay.
and then she disseapeard to get something to drink.

after a while me and 2 mates left to another bar
and i told the girl i was going to another bar
she asked if i was going to a certain club she would be hell she even tryed to seduce me with some kind of 'cutekino' stroking my cheeks but i already had plans with my mates wich i didn't saw for a while so i declined the offer(in a playfull way) and i was heading towards another bar

up comming week i will be in one of hollands biggest clubs and i will have a wingman wich i introduced to PUA some time ago and we are going to try some things there!

its going great! allthough the flirting still sucks it accually doesnt care me that much lol!

cya at the next post!

wow it has been a while!
i had a really busy period so i want into approaching and flirting as i don't set that as a top priority!
but i finally had some time to go to a club!
and this time i had a wingman with me!

This was a special club party to celebrate the upcomming summer and it was also sponsored by some Travel agencies so you could win a vacantion to chersonisoss.

there was also a pool wich means girls in bikini would drop by!
you could also have free entrance when in swimming pants or bikini.
but that didnt matter since my WM and I had VIP tickets.

so at my WMs place we made our selves ready i weared some swimmingshorts and a really summerish shirt while my WM was going to party in a white suit wich made us a hilarious couple to look at. we both are pretty good dancers to so most of the time we are in the middle of the dance floor.

so as we arrived we could walk in the club in no time since we were VIP.

we noticed one thing. almost nobody weared swimmingshorts or bikinis (wich was a bit of a dissaipointment.)
so we got our first couple of beers as we observed the place.
untill that nothing special happend.

an hour later we we're chilling outside as we noticed that the swimming pool didnt looked spectacular either.. and nobody when in it..

suddenly these girls were sitting next to us and they were smoking. so i asked them if i could have a sigaret. one of the girls gave me 3 at onces wich i took as a small IOI.
then the swimming pool came in as subject and they dared me to jump in the pool as first person of that night.. and im like why not you only live onces

so i jumped in the pool like nothing happend and then the first thing i noticed where a couple of guys who called me faggot and stuff and pointed at me and laugh and stuf.. wich i didnt care for shit as i happly swimmed furthermore.

after a min i was getting pretty cold so i got out of the pool.
but at that point i made a critical mistake with the girl who gave me 3 sigarets. she started complaining that she lost them and she now wanted a drink from me.
as im not really skilled yet i just didnt know what to say.. so i baught her a drink thanks to my WM.. i felt a bit stupid but i quickly shifted back in the party mood!
my WM is fairly new to the field so he told me he will observe my actions.

as dryed my self dancing we when back at the bar(in the club) to get another drink.
i don't know where the next action came from but without hessitation i walked to 2 girls with this (STUPID) opinion opener.

it whent a bit like this:

me:hey girls can i have your opinion?
girls: sure whats up?
me: okay.. i was the first guy of the night who accually had the balls to jump in the pool. but people just called me gay and stuff isnt that pathetic or is that just me?
girls: lol don't worry you arent looking gay i rather call those guys gay because they dont have the balls to jump at all.
after that we had some small talk i already forgot and i ejected.

i suddenly realise that i just approached girls..
and i was like OH SHIT! THIS WAS ACCUALLY PRETTY AWESOME!
my WM was observing again and he told me that he was pretty impressed and that he unfortunately still has the anxiety a bit to much.

i did a second approach with this line and that was pretty much the same so im not going into detail with that one.

after that we whent back to the dance floor totally going insane.. as i spotted this cute blond girl with a pretty big glass with i some liquor in it. it also had like 10/15 Drinking straws in it. so i made a funny move as if i wanted to take a sip..
unfortunately she didnt appricated it and looked really offended by it or something.. oh well i happly danced further more as if nothing happend.
meanwhile my WM was going insane! he threw in the most bizar moves i ever saw! unfortunately he slipped and fell on the ground.. and offcourse you have those guys on the side laughing ther asses of.. *sigh*

my WM told me oh i dont care.. atleast i have more positive fun than they will ever get!

damn we were in such a positive mood that night!

but we went back to the bar to get another drink.

as we observed the dancefloor again i spotted this amazingly hot girl dancing alone on some kind of platform piece.
and i suddenly felt major anxiety but i ignored it and i walked/danced towards her.

as i got up the platform she was right in front of me with her back.. at first i was thinking im dancing towards her and i 'accidently' bump into her. but i didnt...
at this moment i felt major anxiety but i was going to make a move
(in between the not making a move and making a move i felt this incredible feeling it was really positive and it felt addictive!)
i tapped her shoulder and i asked her to dance. but she couldnt undersand me because she want dutch.. so i asked in english again.. but she declined the offer.. so i happly dancer forth(at the moment i was thinking i should have said something lets dance instead of asking it).

after that we went home
what a night it was!

and approaching is awesome! aspecially this new unexplored feeling that i had!
it makes me wanna approach even more!

its going the right direction hehe!

untill the next adventure!