| Hi, I need some little help. You see my problem is that I am a student in first year at computer science and it sucks big time . So in my past I was a fucking nerd , when I came to college my eyes opened a little and I started this pick up adventure , I've started making alot of new friends and meeting girls , I the nerd that in the past was 90% of time at PC or school started making a habbit of going to clubs almost everyday, it was crazy . But you see I cant develop myself truly because of my college . My college takes alot of my free time , the things that I study are very fucking hard, especially programming, in session all I've done was sleep, eat and study and guess what I barely took my exam's , in that period I was so needy and frustrated that my roommates where totally ignoring me and wanted to get rid of me even thoug before that we were good . Other cons of my college are:
1. there arent girls , there are like 30 girls in all the college and believe me you cant call them girls , we call them good fellows
2. there arent normal people in there just nerds , the only people that are somewhat not so geeky cant take the exams and its almost bye bye for them . Seriously there isnt one fucker in there who you could speak others things beside exams , maths and programming . I once call them in the mall to drink something, they were so "wtf is wrong with this guy" , I dont speak of going to clubs with them , that well be impossible.
3. theres alot of stress , there doesnt apply the rule : you study, you pass , there the rule is : you study, maybe you pass, you dont study then goodbye .
4. alot of projects and deadlines
Now the do's are :
1. alot of money after you finish and great possibilities to work at big companies like Continental , Siemens, Microsoft , Alcatel
Now what should I do ??
If I take most of my exams I can transfer myself to other college witch is easier than this one but dont offer so much possibilities after you graduate and also the salary isn't so good . Now that wouldnt bother me so much if I live in that city but I dont , I'm from a little city and my parents are supporting me to take the college in a big city so I need a big payment after I finish it to continue to stay there .
What should I do ?
Should I continue to stay there even if I hate it , or should I move to a better place so I can develop myself better but without so much opportunities after I graduate ?
Also Im observing that this college affects my confidence , my confidence fluctuates , in some days im super confident and in others im feeling like a spineless geek .
Also I mention that I dont look like a geek , dont do geeky things (not anymore) , but sometimes I feel like one .
PS. Sorry for my language, im Romanian .
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