Day 0: 3 Strikes and your out!

My name is Kamui. I have been on this board for a long time but I did not start applying what I learned till recently. I mostly kept reading and watching videos without any application. So I definitely lost everything because I didn’t really do much of it. I did get my first girlfriend via PUA it was back when the Pick Up Artist was showing in Vancouver I think it was 2007. I did not believe such a thing would work but it did. But since I was inexperienced it eventually just ended badly mostly my fault.

Decided to make this journal because I have been a big follower of AFC Daniel and I am happy for his successes. I want to succeed to and be more inconsistent. My whole life I have lived a life of inconsistency and that ends now. I will be religiously updating this on a daily basis.

Another motivation for me to get into this and pound at it was because I lack abundance in my life when it comes to women that I am sexually down with and going for. A lot of my friends are female but some arent hot and the hot ones I really just want to keep them as friends because I don’t want to deal with crap with the others so I am going to hunt elsewhere. There was this one girl.. yeah I know same story told over a 1000 times.. Got oneitis on it even if I denied it. Really attractive and on her way to success.

I met her online and gamed her till we went out. She flaked a lot. First date things went well aside from her being late 2 hours. Lots of kino was applied and she was loving it. We spent 7 hours together talking but I didn’t kiss close. I think I could have though. Next two times she flaked on me and then we finally met up again yesterday night. We walked around Seattle and talked I kinod more but I didn’t pull the trigger with the kiss even if opportunities arose.

We were supposed to meet today but she flaked again! So I decided screw it I am moving on. She lied a lot also like not just lie to protect but with everything lie after lie. So I decided to strike her out but not burn bridges and start going for other women.

Weaknesses:
Impatient
Negative thoughts
Inconsistent
Boring
Akward socially at times
Doenst think before I speak
Talks a ton
Low Confidence at times
Approach Anxiety and pulling the trigger
No place to pull chicks lives with folks no job and no car!!!

Strengths
Like able person
Funny
Genuinely has a love for women
Loves making people happy (this might be a weakness too)

Goals: Have abundance so I can have choice, Get more sexual experience I have only had sex 4 times, Get more social and meet more people and most of all BE CONSISTENT with shit I do.

Prevention and Solutions: I should approach more women so that I do attain abundance but my AA is preventing me. So I should approach more and get used to just being more social. In order to get more sexual experience I have to set the motions into doing so and being able to pull the trigger at the right time. Consistency is being prevented by me not sticking to what I set out to do and I find that I get bored easily. Solution would involve me finding passion in things I do and be more productive in doing them.

Issues: I find myself being needy because of not having abundance, I find that I am very inconsistent with my actions which has plagued me for ages, fear of rejection.

First mission:
Newbie mission tomorrow at school during my break and Ill do as many hi's or hellos as possible! I appreciate your guys input and future flames as well. Thank you.

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Succeed in what and be more consistent how? Starting off with specific goals is a goals is a good idea.

You need to start making yourself an attractive lifestyle that means getting a job and if you can a car.

Also i'd recommend taking it step by step and having a rule of something like applying one thing you've learnt at least once a day instead of trying everything at once that way you can build up your technique and confidence.

Like kasabi said you need more clear smart goals; Specific, Measurable, Attainable, Realistic and Timely

SMART XD omg al my goals at school have to be SMART I really hadn't thought about that in real life but you"re a genius KILLERSMILE

all these guys are right but your biggest CHALLENGE MAY BE Getting away from your PARENTS. NOT MATTER HOW MUCH PUA STUFF YOU LEARN, IF YOU ARE SURROUNDED BY NEGATIVE PEOPLE THEY WILL ALWAY ALWAYS ALWAYS PULL YOU DOWN. & you will end up at their level once again.

Happened to me and it pisses me off so much because I learned so much stuff but by living with my mom it eventually destroyed my game over a period of a few months after my last long term relationship.

Day 1 - Rejection Challenge

I am going to do the rejection challenge with women for 4 hours tomorrow and I will not turn down a set even if they are super hot and I am afraid. I will be doing this challenge so I can stop worrying so much about outcomes of rejection. In order for this to happen I must experience rejection or being shot down and I would like it to be harsh. So I stop taking this so seriously.

5 rejections:
1) "Hey I am an idiot! Will you hold hands with me?"
2)“Have you seen my friend Super Mario jumping around
here? I swear the dude is on mushrooms.”
3) “I'm SPAM free hugs, do you want a hug?”
4)“You know the guy who invented the toilet brush? That
was me! Your welcome!"
5) “I am prince charming, at your service.”

I got these openers from a book I am reading by Adam Taste called the "Charismatic Lover"

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