I have tried this before when i was younger.. While i did score , and have success.. Being young , immature , and having guidance in life is much more important especially for young adults..

Seems after not going to any bars , or clubs again for a very long period of time.. Has brought me back to total AFC. This time around im looking for a high challenge , and wish to take things much differently.

Type of style : Im looking to not be a clone , or having to reply on canned material too much.. I wish to learn all the different styles of seduction from Mystery Method , Direct Game , NLP Ross Jefferies , Cocky Funny David Deanglo.. I will experiment , and decide which is the best style to work for me..

My Goals
-Attract Beatiful Women
-Become More Socialble
-Devolep Self Confidence

While i do have a wingman having tried the frield already for a week.. Were moving to slow , he is a bit immature.. rushing material , negging way to often , being over the top cocky funny.. not listening to any negative feedback which i present , only the positive..

So ill be winging this Alone.

Ive Freshened up reading The Gamblers - Natural Act of Seduction , This book sucks.. Its like having a watered down Mystery Method.

David Deangleos - Man Transfermation was a waste of time , this dude needs to suck on some helium .. his voice is very annoying , monotone .. felt like a hughe sales pitch where your promised a product , but nothing was delivered.

Ill be looking foward for reading some fresher material .. while devolping my own style of play ..

Some reason altough i as im older , theres a overwhemling feeling this will become much easier for me than it was a few years ago.. Im not as worried , or scared as i once was.. So with enough talk...

Tommorrow comes the sarge , and the game officaly begins!

Day 1 :

Off Night at a Local Bar .. Sarged with a Friend .. Put Theory into use , and it turned into a disaster..

Girls were being catty talking to themselves , showing there phones to one aother..

I told them it was rude to do such behavoir when talking to other people..

They actually apologized , So we went in to talk ..

I tried building comfort , and wanted to crash it back down to attraction.. But it didnt go as expected , she responded that she felt she was on a job interview..

To which i said , i dont appreciate your attitude .. Im giving polite conversation , After talking .. I tried Kino , which she wasnt that responsive .. And i tried a neg which i wrote up , it worked good until i added something that completely killed the set..

Me: You know you have beatiful Hair..
Her: Oh Really..
Me: Yes you look like you can be a in pantene commerical , like the girls who turn around flashing there shiny hair ..
Her: Oh please... I hate my hair (Smiles)
Me: (Playing with her hair) Oh waitt theres some lice , maybe a head and shoulders would be better..

I like the neg but the last part killer it , she frowned very mean lool.. but i will be out tonight to talk to more girls and hopefully ramp up my game..

Any tips on how to talk talking in comfort.. I feel its the more natural way to start a conversation , Its like a Mix of Direct/Inderect gives more freedom in what i can say.

Planned on gaming tonight , but left ID in at home by mistake.. So went to a fridays with friend , he ordered a chocalte martini .. and was hit on by a tall black bartender.

Tuesday will be great as bars are always crowed , and expect to have some good game down.

Going to start focusing more on In Field Experience , and less Theory .. I feel experience beats any theory , or book.

Been having on and off nights going out.. still going out talking , smiling , working on shaping myself.. tonight hit the bar , and it was busy..

Talked to quite a few sets , and i realllly screwed one up.. I was busy talking to coat check girl i notice theres a mouse above the wall which positioned directed across from her..

Me: Hey i have a question for you..
Her: OK.
Me: I really love that mouse there i feel it gives a great vibe to this club smile.. why is it here tough in a bar
Her: umm i dunno (wierd look)
Me: Well do you ever sit her and just daze off and wonder .. omg like why the fuck is there a mouse looking at me.

She laughed , and touched her chest.. i think i came off very indirect and innocent didnt know where to go from there..

I went to check up on my boy.. He was in a set about to snap a photo for a group of girls.. I grabbed the camera from him , and announced hey were not no boy toys .. (They bickered) I said , look if you want you can take a picture of us , then maybe.. were take a picture of you guys..

The hot girl really liked me.. I told her shes cute when shes mad , she makes funny facial expersions.. , she said i wont lie i think your really cute too .. but i think your a asshole.. lol i told her yeah i am a asshole , but im a very likeable asshole. (She touched my hand) (Asked my name , Where im from) , i answered all i felt i didnt kino esculate soon enuff after she touched my hand.. i only gave her a twirl..

Well conversation died down , and i started qualifying her i was thinking A3 dunno why the fuck i had that in my head , but i started thinking of the mystery model A3.. after i asked hey can u name some special qualties about yourself , she seemed a bit distressed.. , then i said lets go sit down and chat ..

Yeah its pretty bad , i completly fucking bombed that oppurunity .. I understand it was a lost set , but i learned quite a bit tonight , and with it being saturday will be out agian..

Any feedback how to handle that hot girl..?

Very depressing day .. After all the snow in NJ , its been pretty hard going to the clubs & bars .. but something else has left me , kind of broken inside..

My wingman who i said i would just ditch at the beginning of this process , i stuck with to go out gaming .. But after such a dreadful performance tonight , & gaming for so long .. and to not even get a number? , well it has been very hard .. on the ride home we did not say one word to each other , and just left our seperate ways.. we have not talked for a while in the past , and i know i will not be seeing him anytime soon.

He aslo wanted to spend the whole night talking basically to some of his friends he happened to bump into from knowing his brother.. This is basically just a waste of my time , i understand wanting to spend time with your buddys friends.. but it kind of ruined the night.. but i ignored it , mingled in with them .. and have no clue wtf happened to have that car ride home happen like that but whatever.

This whole experience i thought would be a breeze , but it has been alot harder then i expected.. the realitiy is i degressed tonight as well , and i dont use anything as a excuse .. I take my own faults in what has happened to me at the point , and maybe in a way it has to be like this.. Where im going to have to stand up , on my own to make this happen.

They say if you want something done .. Then you have to go out , and do it yourself.. Hopefully Feburary brings much better sucess , cause this is just pretty depressing..

Peace ,

Socrates