Well... I've been with my girl for 8 months now, approaching 9 ... the first months were a little difficult, then things settled down, and it was the time of the relationship that I seriously couldn't stop thinking about her. Ever since I can remember, every night I dreamt of her, or she was part of my dreams.
Now, I don't find myself thinking about her that much, I still think about her, just not like all day as I used to. We see each other everyday at school which may be why ... we really don't have a lot of time to "miss each other" ...
I know I love her, and hell, I know I am lucky I have a girl who actually loves me and everytime shes there for me, someone with whom I don't care what happens I know I can count on her, and so can she.
I've had some issues in the past month, whenever I looked at other girls I imagined things with them, not personal things, and I also found myself actually checking out a lot of girls this past month, just checking them out if theyre hot.
Now, I know this may be normal, or I don't know. At the beginning of the relationship I never looked at anyone else but her.
Ive said to myself that vacations will make us good, maybe some time apart from actually not seeing each other every day can help me miss her more than I do... I feel kinda empty knowing I won't see her at school the next week ....
I wanted to share this with everyone here and probably get some insight... maybe I'm just overreacting on my emotions... I just wanted to know if this has been an issue with anyone else.
Thanks!