hey boys i got dumped by my girl a month ago because she cheated on me and would rather date this kid but she doesnt know i knew that she told me we just dont work. a week later she says she loves me blah blah blah i ignore her texts. anyway its been just over a month and she wants me back but is still dating this kid. im NOT getting back with her ever cause i found out she may have been fucking around on me before which fucking hurts cause this was my first love
anyway just want to show you guys some texting from last night. its really messing up my head.
HER- when can you talk?
ME- tonights not good
HER- can you talk tomorow
HER-i just have some things that i want to say to you. if you still care about me at all then talk to me but if you dont just be honest and tell me and ill leave you alone.
ME- you can leave me alone
HER-really? after all that shit you said that night when we broke up how your in love with me and wouldnt give up i honestly dont believe you when you say that you want me to leave you alone. your still fucking pissed at me and i get that but there is too much there to forget about what we had. im sorry i hurt you it was stupid and i fucked up and if i could still be with you i would because i still do love you so much. i know your mad but you love me too. you dont just get over shit that fast your lying to yourself.
HER- can you talk to me please
HER- you can talk to me now or ill just stalk and annoy the shit out of you until you talk to me so you might as well save us both the energy.
HER- i know you. you do shit to distract yourself so you dont think abot it but i know you still care about me. i cant tell you how sorry i am i can just say that i would literally do fucking anything to show you how sorry i am and that i did really love you when you didnt believe it.
feels better to get it out. id rather not have this converstion get out into our group of friends to avoid drama and stuff so it feels good that i have these forums.
CHAT