Let me tell you a bit about me.

I dated this girl for a year in High School where I absolutely fell in love with her and couldn’t imagine myself without her. The week before I left to go to University we broke up and it killed me. It’s been three months everyday I think about her. I guess there is absolutely no point in winning her back, I tried and tried and it got me nowhere. I am now in a place where I don’t know if I want to be and I am NO WHERE near as happy as I use to be in school.

I wake up around 4 sometimes in the middle of the day and sometimes go to bed at 6 in the morning, I can’t explain this, this just happens. Every day she is on my mind and I am often just thinking of her going through to Facebook to see if she commented on things ( I deleted her as a friend but still see her posts).
I use to be a very good football player and wanted a scholarship but I decided to go to the UK and the level here is bad and they get drunk every day we play a match. I am quite skinny and want to go to the gym but I can’t even get that going because apparently diet is the most important thing and my budget is so tight I can’t really afford food, and I never found a routine in the gym that worked.
I had everything before, girl, football, friends, great school, and it just plays in my mind how it use to be and I have lost it all.

I don’t know if I will ever be as happy but I am coming to you guys to please help me do things that changed your life for the better and will change mine. I use to be mentally strong, now I just feel like breaking down all the time. I think of her every day, and she seems so happy, and I am so, not. I tried to contact her and she doesn’t even reply to the inbox’s I send. The girls here aren’t even anywhere near as attractive as before, and everything in my life was just 10 x better in the past.

I lost everything, confidence, will, determintation, feeling that no one cares.
Please help, I can’t go on knowing all this

Okay seems like you have a bad case of ONE-ITIS. This can be fixed by Going out and approaching more girls. GFTOW

This might be hard at first since, you have oneits but i dont think that girl is worth it. No girl is.

PLEAE HELP

What Sync said is true. Go out and meet new girls. There are gorgeous girls EVERYWHERE.

One of the worst things you're doing is looking at her facebook. Your mind keeps creating those 'love' feelings when you see her pictures, or even read her texts. You have to ban her completely out of your live. But don't forget it's gonna be hard.

You can go to the gym man. There are cheaper ways to get your intake of protein, but you'll have to searh a bit I guess. Why not find a job to get more money?
Also, ask your gym instructor for exercises you could do. After two months, ask him for new ecercises. If that's not possible (what a bad gym!) you can always search on the internet.

You're not the first person to be heartbroken by a woman. But the others are right, as soon as you get out there and meet other hot looking women, you will quickly get over the other girl. No matter where you go, you will find gorgeous women. As far as fitness goes, talk to a trainer or go to bodybuilding.com. It is a great source of helpful information.