| I'm playing a online game (an mmorpg) for over 6 years now always with a friend of mine.
One day my gf broke up with me and I started to learn about how to ignore girls, so they become interested in you, because you are not giving them what the rest of the world is giving them.
So one day I was playing this game with a friend of mine, and we were recruiting people in our clan. I found this person who was a specific class which we really needed in the group. So I started to chat with this person online about the clan ect.
I asked this person's msn address, because I'm bad in remembering names. A clan can hold more then 100 people, and I never use the build-in friends system.
I added this person on msn, and saw this beautifull girl in the avatar. I said "Lemme guess you are not that hot model in your avatar which I can flirt with?"
She replied and said "I blushed, yes I am".
Then I thought, damn... this was a women, so let's talk to her like she's just another guy joining this clan.
After some days she tried to get attention from me with some comments like "you like icecream?" "icecream on my body??".
"How do I look in this armor? sexy enough for you?"
Which I ignored or replied like "not really I'm way more sexy in my armor".
Few days past and she came to msn opening with "hi darling".
I told her instantly "oh please do not darling me"
her reply: "Uh? Why not?".
me: "I'm gay"
I do not realy remember what her reply was on this, but I think she didn't took it 100% serious.
The upcoming day's we talked more and more, even outside of the game about personal stuff, still I was in the ignore fase. I helped her with some spiritual and history stuff (ex-bf, family ect).
Then she said "damn, why are always the guys that I really like, gay?"
then I reacted "I'm not gay". (Cuz I was getting kinda intrested in her, so I told her the truth)
Not sure what happened after this one.
Anyway, we talked more and more the upcoming weeks and I still ignored her emotionaly (like, if I like her, if I missed her, if I think she's sexy ect ect)
From this moment on we started to use VoiP, so we could talk with a microphone to eachother, which was being used by the complete clan (her voice was MEGICAL OMG, never heard something like this).
I began to create this feeling for her, cuz there was this connection between us.
Couple of days after she told me she was going offline for 2 days, I said "oke, have fun, good luck with movnig" (she was moving to a different appartment).
After those 2 days she came back online and said "did you miss me??".
I replied "dunno".
That same evening she said "you look more happy now then when I was here".
Fomr this point I started to open myself a little, and began to give her a little attention. So I replied "nah thats not true, I'm kinda happy that you are back".
I told her I was going to sleep and she asked me if I was logging msn, which I did on her request.
We talked on msn and I told her I wasn't going to open myself because she was dangerious for my heart, I could fall in love.
She begged me to open myself but asked me to NOT FALL IN LOVE.
Couple of days after I told her I had this feeling for her, she replied with I have the same feeling, this warm and save feeling. AFter this some reactions like "I love you".
So basicly we both were in love, it was magic for give or take 2-3 months.
After this it went horrible wrong, so we never met eachother and we blocked & deleted eachother from msn. Probably because I gave myself 100%, second time I fail on this one.
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