Ok, based on Chopper's journal (tnx m8) i decided to give it a go and change my life! Here is my story, read it if you wanna know about me, but it is not necessary for what follows.

My Story:

Ok, i was a social loser through mid school and half of high school, a total nerd without social skills. Little by little i worked on this and from total loser i went to AFC. Since my 17th aniversary to my 20th i had some girls interested in me, but almost none attracted me(btw, im very picky with girls in terms of looks), and the ones who did i turned off with my AFC ways! Non the less i had no sucess with girls i liked.. i was a total AFC! I even number closed a girl in an half-cold-aproach (it was a public meeting), but i did fail badly afterwards!

Then i went to college and meet this girl! Now i know she was interested at first, as i was in her, but again...i lost the game with my HUGE AFC moves. She stayed as my one-itis for 2 years if no more, after 1/2 months her interest in me faded all.

I felt like a total failure, my college had few appealing girls, my social circle was almost non existing and the few girls inside did not attract me too. I though i should forget about girls and focus on other things, because girls were clearly not my subject.

A year ago, after reading "The Game" i found this forum. I was very excited at first, read lots of material and even opened about about 10 sets in the first month.
(at my best i reached the Hook point). But then exams came, and i had to stop my progress unfortunetly. Now i know it was just an excuse to stay in my confort zone, since after the exams, playing video games... I would even say i went through a slight depression after that, i was home all day, only went out for running and martial arts, i was unhappy with my college course (Vet), etc.

Then about 6 months ago, i decided to read some DD stuff, Xuma's stuff and work on my inner game. I now know who i am, i am confident, i know what i really want, i gave up on Vet and will follow what i really want (Tradicional Chinese Medicine), etc. I noticed a huge change about myself and girls attitude toward me.
(pity only a few are slighly interesting)

NOW I KNOW I CAN ATTRACT GIRLS!


My Goal:

Ok, now i know i can get girls within my social circle, but i have LOTS to improve yet. Im not totally confortable in the social enviroment, my cold aproach skills are 0.

New college is starting in Outober and i must change my life. I want choice in women, i want the girls i KNOW i deserve by right, i want to be able to talk to any woman, in any time, anywhere, in any situation, and say anything i want.

So here i am ready to work on this. I know this will be hard and will take time, but it must be done.

Ill focus about day game, since im not much of a night guy and day game allows me to get better quality women.

DAY 0

Topics: Newbie mission!

Ok, so this afternoon i went to the local mall to do the newbie mission. Although it was my first time doing it in a mall, i cant say i am pushing myself too much of my confort zone, since i have been doing it since last week, on the street.

I noticed how so few people actually make eye contact with others in a mall as compared with the street. Also even fewer people respond to the greeting, while on the street almost all people respond to it.

I know the problem is not my mood, since ive been greeting people while on the way to the mall and it was ok, same for the come back.

The body language was nice, same with eye contact.

Must improve: My voice tone(too low); Must smile more(when opening)

DAY 1

Topics: Asking 30 woman the time!

Ok, so i starting doing Demonic confidence exercices, and my mission was to ask the time to 30 woman.

It was , overall, pretty easy, although sometimes i made excuses (she saw me asking the person just ahead, ill look like a tard, she is at the phone).

I used this also to work on my delivery, i opened over the shoulder, had a nice voice tone, did not talk too fast, did not say "excuse me"

Let's see what comes next !

DAY 2

Topics: Talking with strangers

Ok, so i had 2 field missions for today:
-Make small talk with 5 strangers;
-Ask 30 women the time, while having a watch or a cell phone on my hand;

First mission would be a problem 1 year ago, but now i have to say its easy. I did it easily, although i think i could have done much better, since it was a bit forced.
I asked the girl at the supermarket if they did not have product "x", and when will they have it; i talked to a 2-set of women who were talking, one witch was walking the dog for about 10 mins; I talked with the park's guard about the stray cats they keep there; i asked directions for the library with a woman; and finaly talked about the process of borrowing a book with the librarian. As i said, i was not happy with the outcome, i was calm, made eye contact, had nice body language, but i felt it was too forced and i must speak louder and deeper. I can do much better on a spontaneos conversation.


About the second mission, when i heard about it i was like "how am i going to do that?? ill seem like a creep" but then it wemt smoothly. Almost no one, or even no one noticed that i had a cell phone on my hand, and even if they noticed they ignored it. The bad is that this exercise took a lot of time, since my bad choice of place.

See ya next time guy!

this looks cool. I'll probably try the same missions as you.

Thanks, continue this please !

DAY 3

Topics: eye contact, ask the time: part III

Ok, so i had another 2 missions, first i had to talk with 5 more strangers BUT making eye contact while i was talking to them. Second i had to ask the time to 30 woman, while having a watch but POINTING AND TOUCHING IT!

So i went out with my dog, and the first mission was very easy and relaxing, since all the strangers actually aproached me (my dog), so i only needed to open verbally! As i though this is an area where i am relaxed can can control easily, since i always make eye contact while talking to people.

The second mission was fine too. I would say that only about 5 persons found it strange that i had a watch (as i saw in their expressions) but none talked about it actually ! This just proves that --->PEOPLE ARE WAY TOO CONCERNED ABOUT THEMSELFS TO WORRY ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS! SO STOP WORRYING SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT THEY WOULD THINK ABOUT EVERY ACTION YOU DO!

Haha that's a really cool mission. Where did you hear of demonic confidence?

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Some guys were trying it in this forum, so i decided to check it out and give it a try! 21 days of pushing myself, hopefuly it will help, but thats just the begin of road.

Day 4

Topics: Talking to Women

My mission was to ask 3 women if they know any underwear store nearby.

-First i asked a HB7.5 who as standing near the bus station. She was very friendly and gave me an answer.
-In the way home, i asked 2 HB7 who seemed to be coming from the beach, but none knew any store. I know my nody language and voice tone could have much better on this one, but it was not bad.
-Finally, i asked a milf HB6, who was walking on the other side of the street. She was friendly but did not remeber any store.

I need to work on my voice tone. because im talking without breathing. My voice is high and slow, but i need to pause more, which i am having trouble with because im anxious.

Now ill start working on openers ! See ya!

Yo Shadow!
i enjoy the honesty in your posts. please keep us updated.
I will be going full out in the next week or two aswell so its interesting to see a newb aswell. Good Luck.... looking forward to more posts!

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Its time for a change....a huge Mother@#$@# change!