So recently i have been doing well for myself making lots of money and getting all sorts of great material objects and on the surface everything is going smooth sailing i was with an HB9 for a little while and she basically dumped me on St Patricks day it definitely hurt since i prob wont get another hottie like her maybe ever.. But in recent times since that i have been doing well for myself making lots of money going to lots of social gatherings buying all the things i once thought i would never have and after yesterday it occurred to me that none of these are really making me happy i thought they would and i mean i enjoy them and sure there nice but i kinda just have this indifferent feeling I realized whats the point of all of this if no one else can enjoy it with me? I have more friends right now then i have ever had but at the same time i have never felt so lonely i just feel pretty empty and disillusioned on the inside and the things what i thought would make me happy aren't im not sure what i should do now anyone else have or had similar feelings or just any advice?

answered your own problem there man, find yourself someone to enjoy it with. you've got access to all the material you need to attract someone into your lifestyle easily enough; it's all about getting out there n finding her

Hmmmm yes that sounds very good and sounds like i could just use some time to spend with a lady but how would i go about meeting someone like that i have been to bars party's schools etc and yet i have not connected with a woman on a special level good girls just don't fall out of the sky i guess.

I just feel like im in a drought and cant get out of it and its a really weird burdening feeling similar to stress it like i just don't know whats next i want this to end but I'm not sure what to do and how to get over the hump i feel like I'm almost there and this is the final challenge.

Think about what you want, what you really want.

A HB9 girlfriend who gets you on all levels?
What would she look like?
What hair colour?
Eye colour? Height? Age?
Make a list if you need.

You see, a lot of people don't actually know what they want.

Having established what it is, from here you can go about getting it.