Up until February of last year i was always pretty terrible with girls, i could never even talk to them never mind pull them. That all changed when i read 'The Game', it was the talk of value that really got me and i really started to get it. Got into my first relationship in the summer which ended after 5 months, i know deep down i still love her but i also know shes not the right one for me.

So my plan is to get to know and fuck as many girls as possible until i do find the one for me, i might as well fill you in on my latest action in the field................

February 27th 2010

Pretty quiet night on town, me and a college buddy hit up a couple of bars and it was all pretty quiet and not much in the way of women at all. He fills me in on a club he knows with free entry tonight and we head there and its really quiet until about 1am then the girls start to pile in! Get my ass on the dance floor and do my thing and butt bump with a chick and we get our groove and it goes well but when i try to do a complicated dance move and it is the most awkward moment in my life, tried to regroup but it was ruined and then moved onto other pastures on the dance floor, spot this little hot brunnette with the cutest denim skirt on but my buddy distracts me for a minute and i lose her WTF! Try to get my game back on by just saying hi to every chick i see and my confidence is pumping but then the lights come on WTF??? Club is closed before 2am!!! I thought its was 3am and i had another hour, if i had another hour im sure i could have at least k-closed cos i was feeling it.

Anyway they are ushering everybody outta the club and we head to the taxi rank but im pumping and i see a female who's in my friends college class. So i just approach there's like six of them and they are all smoking HOTT!! I dont give a fuck and just approach with confidence and im like in a loud voice HEYYYY i know you! Shes like ummmmmmmmmm and im like yeah your Sara from Inverkip and shes like ummmmmmmm and one of her friends finds this so funny and shes like OMG FACEBOOK STALKER HAHAHA and their all laughing and then the main target is like how do you know me and im like you know Emma in your class i sooooooooo know her and shes like Emma who and i explain how i know this Emma chic and she's like ummm okay. I see one of her friends smiling at me the whole time but i would have felt wrong making the move when i had already set the main target? Should i have? Anyway they are talking about going home and im like heyyyyyyyyyyy SHES COMIN HOME WITH ME! They all start laughing (i could not have done all this shit without RSD seriously, me doing this a year ago would NEVER have happened, i have such an air of confidence now it feels so good). Anyway there all laughing and one of them says shes married and im like naaaaaaaaa shaking my head and the main target basically says it was nice meeting me etc. And off they went.

So i go home alone and eat a plate of chicken wings at 3am in the morning but you know what, i really fuckin enjoyed myself. So much so that im even thinking of going out solo in town next weekend. Something which i never thought id be capable of doing. This is really where im hoping my journey kicks into drive. Each and every time ill post an update. Cams gonna fuck bitches or die tryin!!!

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Arranged a date for this Saturday, few drinks followed by the cinema.

Field report will be wrote with the quickness come Sunday!

Fuck bitches or die trying!

EDIT: Arranged a college day out for tomorrow, gonna hit a few bars and shit. Hoping to do at least a few approaches during the course of the day which means ill be in field all weekend! Which is a bonus!

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I cancelled my date today and heres why.

Only two of us turned up for the college day out, so the both of us proceeded to get absolutely hammered, beer, cocktail, vodka the works. We went out at 1pm and i didnt get in til 4am. Any approach i did was a fucking disaster, like really really bad.

Example 1 - We somehow ended up in the company of four chicks, at this point there were 3 of us as this guy i did not know but quickly friended joined us at some point in the night. We are in this little lounge bit of a rock club (and being a hip hop guy this is not the fucking place to be sarging about for me, but im kinda living in the moment lately and i just went with the flow.)

At this point we got a big fat chick, who has a pretty bomb personality, an extremely shy but extremely dirty little blonde chic. A confident, dark haired chick with probably the strongest bitch shield ive seen in my life, i liked her big time but didnt do shit! Didnt do shit! And the other one was the life of the party.

This random dude i was with told me the shy one was the safe bet but i was like fuck that, was not interested at all. The big chick was cool and i bullshitted with her for a minute or two bout career shit which was boring as fuck, but it went nowhere. The dark haired one, i did not talk to all night WTF! I froze everytime i even looked at her and it didnt help that my two male friends told her that i liked her! Extremely awkward! As for the life of the party chic i told her where im from and she fucking ripped me apart, she literally tore me a new asshole! I felt so fucking small, but as the night went got on the dancefloor and did some butt bumping (yeah i quickly realised the rock chicks dont like butt bumping like the hip hop/dance crowd do).

She gets away from me on the dancefloor as quick as she can. When she leaves she comes over and hugs me and kisses me on the cheek and i kiss her back on the cheek and we part ways forever.

Now ive had to time to think about it, i really dont know what the fuck to make of these interactions. Im thinking this was me degenerating into the chode that i once was. Was this just a bad night, or am i now the biggest chode of all time??

FUCK KNOWS.

Example 2 - After those four left there was only 2 chicks left in the club and like 25 dudes??!!!?? Is this how rock clubs roll??? REALLY? So my friend concocts a plan, he buys two sambuccas and says what you do is go up to one of these chicks who are sitting at a table and just offer her one and you swallow at the same time (this guy is not a chode btw, slept with at least 150 women). I couldnt do it, i moved from the dance floor to my seat back and forth, but i just could not do it. I felt like such a chode, like the chodiest guy of all time. I left the club at closing time and went home alone. I feel like any progress ive made in the past year has just disentigrated before my very eyes.

BUT i did say fuck bitches or die trying. So..............things cant get any worse after a night like that? Can they?

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Chick ive been talking to online lets call her GOTHCHICK is driving all the way up here on Thurs night (she stays like 40 miles away yet she is driving up here to go to a sweety shop apparently lol).

She will be with her mate though which im kinda apprehensive about, am i gonna get fucking killed or something??!!?? WTF!!! First time meeting and you cant even come alone? Fucked up if you ask me but whatever, im down. Lets live in the moment and see what happens huh?

Will report back with whatever happens, aint even expecting shit.

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So i got drunk Tuesday night and ended up making a date with GOTHCHICK for Wed, a quick meet in town and perhaps the cinema, woke up hungover in the morning and text her saying i couldnt go as i had to go to a uni open day (kinda true but i didnt go that either). She just just texted back and said 'ok x'.

Fast forward to Wednesday and im drunk again, you are probably seeing a pattern here, ive been drinking a hell of a lot lately to try and escape from myself. She contacts me on Bebo a social networking site over here and says sorry she cant give me any luv's (dont ask, silly feature of the site) and asks me how the uni trip went. I go on her profile and notice she used the luv's on some other guy and then basically start lambasting her telling her she's out of order not giving me the luv's, she messages back asking whats with the attitude and i tell her we are done and shes out of my fucking life for good (pretty melodramatic huh? lol).

She replies 'harsh harsh!!!!!'.

Wake up Thursday morning and i dont even have a hangover, wake up to a text from her asking if ive dropped the attitude yet, i ignore it then sign on the computer and ive deleted her from bebo in my drunken haze last night, so she messages me on facebook yet another social networking site, asking why ive deleted her off bebo and shit and why im acting like this (didnt i explain to her on wed nit that i want her out of my life?). Anyway i dont reply to any of this shit, leave her to her own devices and she just text me saying 'i thought you dont go in moods, ok then!'.

And thats the story of that so far, oh yeah and i think i really like this chick, is that why im acting like this? So i dont get attached again? Whatever, she prolly thinks im fucked up at this point, an assumption she would prolly be correct in.

So onto this weekend, going sarging in town with a college buddie on Saturday night but we also had an interesting development during the week, remember the first FR with the six set? Well my mate was at a pub quiz on Tuesday night and said two of the six set that night were out and as soon as he sat down in the venue they came up to him quizzing about who i was etc and how did i know the blonde chick, one of them also pointed out that she was single (IOI for me or just coincidence). If i see them out this weekend i will go full throttle at dem hoes, them bitches were hott. And at least i made a lasting impression! WOO WOO.

Will report back with whatever the fuck happens this weekend.

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I LOL'ed at some of these stories. Some of it sounds a little awkward (which happens lol at times).

Did you lay any of them yet? Goth Chick?! Get to it!
Good luck!

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just remember.. u are the prize for them to impress, when ur sat down lean back in the chair... if ur mate is there and he knows about ur insecurities get him to help u, he can help u DHV sayin stuff like "did cam tell u about when he wrestled a bear with his bare hands?" obv u didnt do that, but something that u have done that DHVs. Also remember about just negging ur target, give the rest of the group love and neg ur target for a while.

sounds to me like u kinda forget wht ur doin a lil when ur smashed? maybe keep the drinking down a lil bit untill u have the girls eating out of ur hands, then if u need the alcohol courage to close, drink more.

Just a couple of thoughts m8