Yesterday was supposed to be one of the great days for my game, and in some ways it was. Right now though, I feel like crap.

From my previous field reports you probably know about this chick that I have been gaming. Things have been going great and I was feeling a real connection with her: I was even planning to be faithful to her... So, yesterday she decided to come over to my place ( my parentn's place that is, I'm 19 and still living with my mum.) We cuddled and watched a movie, and had our first kiss. It was magical...I actually felt my stomach flutter as I locked lips with her. Later, I took her home and we were to meet as usual in class today

At night, I receive a call from a number i didn't recognise. On picking it up, I find out it's her.( she doesn't have a phone right know, cause hers got damaged) The girl tells me that she will not come to school tomorrow( today). I say it's okay. She says that she isn't coming back to school ever!!! She starts explaining and tells me that her mom has decided to take her to a boarding school and she is leaving early in the morning. She may not even get the chance to come say bye.... I don't think I have felt such emotional pain in my life. Everything just lost it's flavour... I even stopped the movie I was watching cause it just became boring. I called her a few seconds later and asked her to find a way for us to meet.

today, she came over and we made out passionately. The girl even took of her top and had her hands on "Dick Justice junior" but she was travelling and thus I could not even kiss close. We have decided not to end it, and I have promised to wait for her untill she comes over for the holidays....

I know i shuld just get detached and move on.. cause there is probably another girl who will make me just as happy within the same school, but I am not ready to let this one out of my life yet.. Oneitis perhaps?????

NO this is not oneitis or any of that shit.

This is a girl you had feelings for her and is leaving. That is perfectly normal your an emotional guy so fuck it. Feel it all the way to your core, and then let go. When I mean let go I mean make the decision to wait for her, move on or what ever the hell you want. This is not some PU shit this is your emotions your talking about. Its great that your depress because that means you picked a girl that you really like and not just sex object. So now you have a choice.

yea man I know that were trying 2 become pua's but,let's not forget were still human and we have emotions.

I mean in learning this game everybody's goals don't have to be and aren't the same.Everybody's goal's dont have to be to have a hairum of every race of woman (me)lol.

I think u really found someone great and yes the logictechs suck but,If your strong enough then wait for her like you said.

projects phillys routing for you.

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There is no such thing as failure only learning lesson's, and in life class is always in session.

Agreed. However i wouldn't drag things out too long. if you can stay in touch or what not and only if you want to, then do so. But long distance, never works

One of you will get with someone else, you just have to make sure its you not her. This isn't my opinion, it will happen. Your only 19, its not smart to be waiting on that one girl when you should be enjoying yourself with multiple women. If I were you, you can keep contact with her but you can't have a Long-distance relationship. DO not commit, keep things up in the air till she comes back. Explore your options because trust me, she will!

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Win like you've done it before, and loose like you enjoy it for a change.

Remember, girls are attracted to the emotions you make them feel, and harsh as it sounds, if you are not with them it is damn hard to stimulate those emotions.

If there is a way you think it can work, then great, hold out for her during the holidays, but at the very least you are going to want an open relationship, if not for your sake, but for hers. Sometimes if she feels she cannot date a guy because she is with you, she will just want to cut ties all together.

My advice: Consider an open relationship, and just play the field, even if you dont get 'involved' with another girl.

I wish you all the luck, but dont be suprised if things fall through. If they do, it says nothing about you, but its just the way things go over long distances 90% of the time.

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Shedding the grey feathers... One night at a time.

Thanks guys for all your reply s.... the best thing happened and the girl actually stayed behind. Her mom changed her mind a the last possible minute and we are together now. Things are so fucking awesome right now and we are in a fully-fledged relationship.

Once again, thank you for all the advice. You guys rock!!!!