I have been dating this girl on and off for the last 4-5 years and things always fall apart in the same way and i end up going back to PU. Recently everytime I go out I just want to sleep with other women.

I do drink and in recent times ive kissed 2 other girls when ive been drinking.

A couple days ago I got an offer from a girl that was really into me, no groundwork needed it was already a sealed deal, what makes it worse is this girl is really cool.

She stays the night but we dont do anything really. I decided that the next day i needed to get rid of my girlfriend as I know that behaving like this is not fair on her, and i know that i would be devistated were it the other way around.

I meet her in a bar later that day as she left some things at my house (i was visiting a friend so i only quickly met her), she was there with her friends. She had her back facing to me and did not turn around when i arrived, her friend then barks at me, "you have a girlfriend'
I replied no and that i was not a bad guy ( truth is i think i am as i have been out of order).

I dont think this could be my next girl, but I admit that I am afraid to take the next step into being on my own again even though my relationship is not good.

I just am looking for any advise people have

Is there any opinions out there it would be much helped.

If you've broken up and gotten back together again that many times, why not just be FWB and agree to date other people? Is she not down for that? Your skills in pickup are going to guarantee you a stream of beautiful women, so don't be afraid that you're going to be alone.

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If I wrote it, it's © me

I dont think that it worries me to go it alone, i have attention from other girls,
I am just finding it difficult now to get her out of my life, its seems like she likes the idea of splitting as its not working but doesnt want to loose me either.

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