LOL, good luck!

BTW, if there is a gene for success I'm willing to bet my balls you got it.

I was AFC right through college, you wouldn't of recognized me back then. The only memories I want to keep from then are my test scores. I was simply a late bloomer. I very slim, but when I finished high school I couldn't lift ten pounds without breaking a sweat (that's right!), I was last on everything, I was your model nerd. Didn't lose my virginity till I was 19.
Wasn't till college that I started picking up the pace, but I still didn't know shit about women. After college I finally took myself seriously, working out daily, gaming girls every weekend. And slowly, but surely I started gaining speed. And the rest is history.

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Well, that was quite the read....I'll try and keep it short. And expand if there are questions.

Ok, here's my take for what my Psychology Degree is worth. BB you say your inner game is unstoppable but after reading your posts there is a couple things that jump out at me:
- The biggest I'd say is your brother. It seems everything you do is trying to validate yourself to him (or at least your mental construct of him). Do you ever find yourself saying "My bro would approve" "My brother couldn't do this?"
- Seems like you've got a little bit of ugly duckling syndrome since your development from high school. But granted all us rAFC's do. But you have to be cognizant that you have to stop comparing yourself to the "old you"
- The Naturals, there's a lot of hate here. Without going all Yoda, basically hate = underlying fear.

So what's the root of all these things? Competition
Not overt, but mentally you're engaging your brain in a competition with all three whenever you go into a set (Your brother, yourself, the naturals) and then there's the HB! So your not really dealing with one set, but four! So you've got a lot of shit on your unconscious that's messing with your core inner game.
I forget what book I read but it sums up to the affect of "When you mentally engage someone in a competition you equate their control over you to be either more or at equal". Basically, you give them authority over your life and it hurts your game.

Food for thought.

Holden, you hit this one on the head. I also noticed Blackbull's inner game may not be as solid as he thought.

That's not to say, Blackbull, that you haven't done a lot of personal work, I just find that it's a never-ending process. The more you learn, the more you find there is to learn.

Your impatience and distraction are stemming from inner conflict. You're at war with yourself. You should be striving to be at peace with yourself. I think you have to look a little deeper into your motives. Your acheivements should be bringing you peace, not anger or hate.

Being in the "zone" is really just being connected to the here and now and allowing your true self to take control without all the negative crap that's floating around in your head interferring with you.

Once you realize that it's okay that you were picked on, or ugly or laughed at or whatever as a kid, and let it go through you instead of hanging onto it as your source of inspiration, you'll find much more peace and true confidence.