Now..it’s the beginning of the new year and time to make conclusions and statistics

I know about PUA world 1 year and 7 months.
My results:
* K-Closes: 8
* F-Closes: 1
* Cold approaches (asking time, directions): about 20-30
* Cold approaches from PU angle: 0
* Nr closes: 0
* Web approaches: under 1000 I guess, but with only 1 result (meeting and K-Close)
Statistically speaking.. I K-Close a girl every 2,38 months. Well..the good news is that it’s past 2 months when I last K-Closed..so..statistically speaking..I should get one soon
Ok..as I can see from the numbers..for a guy who knows about PU stuff..this ise REALLY FCKING WEAK :S The petting talk to me: all theese results have come from non-cold approaches and to take in consideration that my social life is about zero..I literally sometimes (like this week) stay in house for a whole week..the results are not that bad ( I have gotten results drom about 40% of the chances ). I know..the amount of interactions is ridictulously low.
So..what conclusions can I really make out of it? I can say that I have a severe inner game issues bc of the low ammount of cold approaches. I’m always afraid that I see that girl again or I run out of targets in my town.. I guess tha one thing I have to keep in mind is that there are two ways of living. I can:
a) not approach any girl, not fck up any interactions..but.. without approaching and due to the fact that I have a really shitty social life.. I will not get any girls also.
b) I cold approach, fck up the interactions and still not have the girls. So.. in the end result..it’s the same, I have no girls.. but with this way I might succeed some times and I get a hell of a lot exp points (no, not the kind of exp points you can spend on your char in runescape and wear that bad-ass hat..but exp points wich I can spend on myself and get that bad-ass girl).
So..in conclusion what I want to tell with this post: I haven’t made the most of my time, living in constant fears and being really passive. Will I be able to change myself? I really hope, although I made a same promise in the beginning of 2009 that I will start cold-approaching and stuff but I still didn’t do it.
I really, really, really hope I can change..