I need help guys,

I have read styles book and read a bit on mystery, which is where I learned of the PUA underground. Since I've taken every oppurtunity to exploit what I learned from the Gurus..

Anyway, Current Situation. about year ago a girl I'd been seeing for a bout a month romantically but still pretty casual, hooked up with a friend of mine when I refused to go to a party.
He didnt tell me about it but i knew something was wrong and got it out of her in 2 days. I told them both they were fucked and walked away from them both...
So last week she msgs me out of the blue begging me to talk to her...
Okay, I have self respect and normally wouldn't have repsonded but I smelt the oppurtunity for amusement and revenge and to be honest I've been really bored lately... So anyway we chatted for a bit and she keeps telling her boyfriend is a tool, (my old buddy) and that I need to come over and give her what shes been missing so bad, her words not mine...
Anyway she's got a slammin body and I'd like to close it... But my problem is most times when I think about it, I actually feel like im goin to be sick...
Now when I was younger and inexperienced i would get butterlies in my stomach when i knew I was going to get laid but this is different..
I've considered the fact maybe Im going gay or something... I've always been a little on the metro side but I like sex with chicks so i dunno, I havent gotten laid in about 3 months... One-itis is partially responsible but now its more just that im trying to get on track and have no time for sarging
Another possibility is I have a moral problem with it that hasn't surfaced...
Dont think so Ive done worse.... My favorite part of the idea is ruining both of them...
Im not normally so vindictive but this was a slep in the fce that needs to be rectified seeing as how the oppurtunity has presented itself...

Anyway I apologize for the length of this entry I promise not to make any more this long.. But anyone with any experience in feeling physically ill at the idea of closing the deal with an HB, let me know... God I feel lame...
The Pua community is my last hope...
what do i do and what is wrong with me?

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Tony (theluck) Lachance

Get your ass out there and do it .

its the only way to find out buddy .

thdn you will decide whether to do it again or not .

though it cud be a sick joke that your buddy is playing on you .

so once you knw that she's for real , go get it .

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Sympathy For the Devil .