Now, I know this might not be a big deal to any of you, but I am pretty impressed with myself so I'd like to share it anyway.
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Whether or not you happened to read that, that was my problem. It was quite a stupid problem, but it was a problem. Anyway, in short I was VERY fearful of being sexual with my girlfriend, just because of the social conditioning that i went through as a child (being friends with girls only, etc etc) that made me so frightened of acting upon sexual desires.
Anyway, my girlfriend has had sex before, i have not.
I was too much of a p*ssy to do anything
Even with the reinforcing words of the PUA community i was too much of a p*ssy to do anything.
Today, although I didn't do much in terms of what you guys do, I did break down a wall of fear that was stopping me for so long.
Anyway, I'm making too much of a build-up for too little of a situation. I touched a vagina. *gasp*
LOL!
Rofl...yeah, i mixed dicarlo escalation ladder with the seduction method's escalation ladder, and made sure I was in control of when the making out started and stopped (she was a makeout fiend) i let each session get slightly longer than the last (yes i actually counted)
and, eventually i just found my hand down her pants. i didnt finger her because i have long nails for classical guitar...and i didnt want to hurt her, and her assosciate sexual pleasure with me = bad (as she is not a virgin, and i am) which i will have to cut tonight...hopefully the outer vaginal stimulation will create loads of sexual tension, without her just thinking i chickened out and am afc.
I'll have to fill you guys in next time...with a lay report hopefully.
And yeah, as I said this is nothing big for you, but it's a huge huge huge event for me, and I just felt it needed to be said.
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