I will write and post most of my LR's in this thread. This is not for my ego, but a constant reminder of what I learned from these nights, and if you can take something out of it as well, awesome.

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5/20: First Lay after PMZ '09 and self-identity change


mrb and I meet up in CP, he introduces me to his friend that just got out of LtR.

We go inside, and mrb hooks a 3 set. I go in and I get the fatty and get her approval by buying her a drink. The set breaks up but mrb stays with his target.

The set re-creates, mrb loses his target to some chode, re-engages the fatty who clearly has all the power of this set, and I talk to the HB in blue. I accidently took her from mrb's friend lol. I took advice from a mentor and tried the whole be unreactive, and she just kept talking, like she was trying to get my approval. This was amazing, I learned a lot on subcommunication through this. I literally asked like 3 word questions and she got in my ear and blabbed for like ever.

I bring up the idea to bounce them to the dancefloor, I pass off HB in blue to mrb's friend and go outside to smoke.

I sit on the brick wall, and a 6 mixed set engages around me. I own it, I hook, and get some persian chick engaged.

mrb texts me, we meet back up, I forgot what happened from this point on. I wing him, on multiple occasions, and remove obstacles for him.

After everything closes, we street pick up. Lots of good sets, most hook.

Good overall experience and learned a lot from calibration.

Let a totally hottie slip in 7-11, but it's cool, she gave almost no IOI's.

mrb and I head over to an apt. to meet up with his friends that were out, we basically run the entire fucking show. All girls were IOI'ing. I stayed unreactive and social the entire time.

mrb and I pull a chick back to his place, and we literally sat there texting each other for about 30 minutes discussing which one would pull. I ended doing it, lol. mrb left the living room many times until BT escalated enough where I gave her a peck. That's it.

Isolated with smoking, then walked her to her dorm. She invites me back up, we go at it in the elevator.

We go into her room and it's on. Both of us naked, 10 minutes into foreplay she says "I;m not having sex with you". omg.

It took an hour and a half of her pussy on my dick, dripping wet, before she got so turned on she unpacked all her shit to find her condoms lol.

we fuck for a bit, i hate condoms, so i stop, and we just ended up talking a lot. really cool experience and time. i number close her, and head off.

we text back and forth while i drive about the hickey she gave me, it's the size of my palm.

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FR: 5/23 Fucked up Pull with HB9
I met up with one of my main wings DMVSwagger.

We hit up our favorite venue together. We go inside, get warmed up.

After about 15 minutes we run across a two set that we met prior at Lima. It was a 3 set, and there is an FR about this.

My wing and I re-attract them, one chick was 6'8 and the other (my target HB9Polish chick) was like 6'0. She looked so good. I overcalibrated and was inside my head too much, but I played it well.

We bounce all over the outside patio, she ejects because her 6'8 friend was way drunk and hitting on some creeper. I chode out for like 15 seconds, then my instincts kicked in and I opened a 4 set. I hook, DMVSwagger comes in, we hook. HB9Polish chick comes and pinches my ass, she's so jealous.

I pull her aside, I kiss her in a cute way, she hooks for good. The two-set gets kicked out because her friend was way too drunk, they sneak back in. There was so much BT.

Her 6'8 friend meets another 6'8 dude and they get it on. We go outside, and from here shit gets fucked up. They are calling a taxi, my wing comes out, pulls me aside to his car to help me calm down, and I wasn't commanding enough to get her to go on a walk with me.

I leave DMV's car, walk back, they're gone. Thank god I remember her name because I will facebook add her soon.

We go back inside, we do some sets, fuck shit up, I am too frustrated at this point and dissapointed in myself. I tried to wing DMVSwagger, but shit goes apewire and I fucked up removing his obstacles. I'm a furious state.

This is like our first time really winging, and it didn't go to bad. I totally forget all the lessons Arie taught me and it just fucked with me.

This is a girl that I would totally date/see again for sure. Maybe I should be glad I didn't pull, I love attracting this girl. Whatever.

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5/26 Fucked up another Pull
Fucked up another pull.


she was dying to fuck, it was a day 2 with the chick i made out in the rain with.
we were making out and foreplaying all over the bar.
the BT was off the roof. Rapport, attraction, and BT was all in place.

I pussied out and could not pull her to my car to fuck her.

Her friend had to leave, so she left with her.

I am seeing her tomorrow night.


This is getting frustrating. I lack the dominance and motivation in pulling and fucking the brains out of a girl.

So basically, all I got tonight was knowing I could've fucked her, tears as lube, and fap fap fap'd, and write a failed FR. oh yeah, and a few shitty make outs.

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6/2 Pulled 2 Virgins and 1 Kinky Chick

Wings: Flashback1, and MisterB

Place: Lima

We enter. We sit down. I open this chick that ends up sitting on my right. We chit chat, nice warm up. She was 34, from south africa.

Nolen and MisterB get a two set on their left sitting down. They were cute. Dunno what happened.

Next.

Mister B gets up and sits on my other side. Opens up these two chicks. One was like cute as shit from jordan, the other was short and petite. I be-friend both, Mister B builds attraction with the petite chick. Jordanian chick looked like brittney spears kind of, except taller and more meat. Chyeahhh. MisterB bounces the petite chick to the dancefloor. I occupy jordanian.

I basically make this girl qualify to me the entire time. "I'll give you a cigarette if you make animal noises" lol.

They come back, they leave, chit chat, and want Mister B.

We bounce around some more, try and get Nolen in shape. By the end of the night he had some hot blonde chick.

I approach a two set Nolen ejected for some reason, and hooked. I sat right in the middle of them. Got nolen on the cute one, and I occupied the older one. Argentenians, Yum. Talk, I ran minimal kino, she and her cousin were DTF. They literally sat there for an hour before i approached. I hook both, Nolen's chick and him run out of things to say, they bounce inside.

MisterB opens a chick, turns into a 3 set, from the get go it was insta-sexual frame with this HB7.3 Jewish/Iranian chick. Nice. We basically end up pulling them to B's apartment, We both kick the 3rd wheel girl out of both rooms, I ended up giving mine an orgasm, had to keep clothes on.

SHe was a virgin . Finger fucked, clit orgasm, then she wanted to give me a handjob but I was gimp as shit. I was not turned on.

Afterwards, she passes out, I talk to the third chick, we eat easy mac in a bathtub and make out. Threesome could've happened . Whatevs, basically the night ends there. MisterB terminated.

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FR: 6/18 CP/Gay guy offers blowjob and fuck up pull
MisterB and I pregame at these cute jewish chicks apartment. It was ON with one of them. Like she dosed my drink with like 3-4 shots, and had the fuck me eyes. Woooooord. Problem is, she is like super fucking miscalibrated socially. We all agreed on that lol. She even seeded the pull "I'll have to show you my music later on tonight".

We walk over, arrive at TT. We chode around a little bit, met up IamBrian, and we get to it. Blow up a 3 set of cuties, mother hen gave weird looks, then MisterB brought the 2 jew chicks over to calm it over. Worked a little bit, but mother hen gave the eye. Poooof.

I run into a gay guy next, MisterB pissed off a Chubs by AMOG-attempting him, this guy thinks it's ON with me. Whole night, grabbing my jeans, saying I look good in tight jeans and talks about how he blows straight guys. What the fuckkkkkk. Later on in the night he actually offers blowjobs and like stalks me in his car. This creeped me out.

I play BP after gay dude set, with my target, the Jew chick. Run kino when she makes good shots, test her compliance by getting her chasing the ball. She of course creates jealousy plotlines. Flirts with loads of chodes. I ignore. Suck her back into reality.

She runs off, I wander, open a few sets. Nothing. See her on the dance floor, I go in. She does this like, weird fucking dance. Like super sensual-wannabe shit. Like it didn't work. I was not turned on and I have no idea what the fuck she was doing lol. IamBrian later tells me she wanted loads of kino. I was thinking about just throwing her against the wall and fingerjaming her. Of course, Trigger anxiety hit. FML. She scurries off because I didn't follow and IamBrian reports she has some chode getting sensual on her. No worries, she wants me to get jealous. 10 minutes later she pops outside after I return from buying cigs (on the walk back 3 black dudes approach me and offer me cocaine and like he had a robotic voice cause he probably had cancer or some shit), she sits down next to me. Opens a chode. I blow him out. She offers to walk me to my car. It's on. I thought MisterB went back to his apt. So we walk off and then he seeded to get her to eat pizza with me and she freaked out and ran off. No biggie, street game time. Nothing sticks, I buy 3 taquitos from 7-11 and munch out.

Night ends.

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LR 6/21
MadMav, Color and I head over to Midtown.

We get there, seems a little dead, we wanted to get in state so we head over to Lucky Bar to fuck shit up there.

We go over, I wing color in this 3 set. MadMav goes off and does his own thing. I make sure to occupy the two fatties while Color gets 1on1 with his chick. Job done. I make sure to convey things very clearly with my body language. I just said random shit like stupid shit. Everything I laughed, they like mirrored my laugh. Weird. I can see Color's 1on1 was fizzling so I randomly go in to spike BT. She started making intense eye contact with me and I didn't want to steal target. I let it fizzle and make them eject.

I go outside with Color, we see a cutie and a chode. We sit down. We talk, and the chick had her body faced towards me, and was literally playing with her hair the entire time. Had the seductive fuck me eyes. The conversation of the topic got sexual in a bad way lol--STDs and shit. MadMav came in at this time and sat on my lap. I want either one of them to get the lay, this girl was DTFDTFDTF. Chode senses this, and makes absurd claims about our age. Lawlz.

At this point our wingwoman arrives. We head back into Midtown. A chick I day2'd came there to meet me. I was unsure what her intentions were, but I knew she wanted play. She came with a friend. We go outside to smoke, we all are there at this point, and Color says 'SP' which somehow led conversation into Slutty Bitch. lol. Friend ejected. We go wait in line for Lucky so the girls can get in.

My day2 goes back to friend, then comes in to Lucky with me. We sit, grab drinks, I escalate under the bar table. A lot of leg play. She had the fuck me eyes. We talk about logistics, she says she would let me crash with her but she is crashing in the same bed with her friend tonight until she gets her own apartment lol. Fuuck. MadMav and Color pretend to leave so I can be like "my friends left! i have to go home with you". No go. She saays when she gets her own apartment she wants me there all the time lol.

I tell her I'll walk to the metro and we walk around. We end up in a quiet town house area in D.C. near dupont and we make out. Hardcore escalate. I tell her we're going somewhere more discreet. It was by a fence with a big tree. I bend her over and lift her skirt up. Bang. I quicky it.

I walk her over to dupont, couldnt grab her a cab so I finally had to let color drive her home. While we're in the back seat, I fingerjam and makeout with her. I had to find out what her lips shape were like and her odor. Big screener for myself. Turns out her legs were shaved baby ass clean and so was her cooch. She definitely did this and planned on seeing me tonight lol. DTF. She was really drunk so I kinda feel bad but at the same time I know now what she wanted. I think she wanted plausible deniability and thats why she kept drinking.

We drop her off and grab mcdonalds. I gotta hand it to them, they were great wings this night and really took care of logistics

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LR: July 4th - 5 Lays, 2 New Kills
This was probably the most sex I ever had in one day.

I stay up all night the night prior with a girl. I get about 2 hours of sleep, I wake up and my girlfriend called to take me to a daytime party. I head over, long story short, they were all preppy frat boys and sorrority girls. I had zero fun and could not relate to any of them. I get pissed so we bang in some random guys bed. Lay # 1. I guess this one doesn't count though haha.

Afterwords I tell her I'm not feeling well and leave. She didn't buy it for a second, but I had to do what I had to do. Time to celebrate cos I'm a mother fucking american.

One of my friends call around 5pm and said there was a pre-game party. I head over to it. It was pretty much an little social circle and I knew a few of the people but not too many. I start drinking and we play kings.
I make small talk with one of the girls, apparently her ex-boyfriend was hosting it and they were still fucking. She was giving me loads of kino and started gaming me. I threw ice from my cup down her tank top and she responded super well. It was ON.

I've been really exploring setting this kind of frame up. Where I relax and set it up so that she invests in me through compliance and a emotional connection, and then she games me. I guess it worked lol. We were making prolonged eye contact and her ex-boyfriend seemed uncomfortable with this. He and his friends go out to smoke a cigarette. This was probably my only window of opportunity. I pull her by the arm to the hallway, makeout. I tell her to meet me at my car in 10 minutes.

After the guys come back, I tell them I feel like ass and I was leaving. I hoped to god she would show up and she did. I drove off to a nearby park and we went for a walk. Once we got on a trail behind the woods, threw her up against a tree, makeout again and had minimal LMR. Her resistance came from fear of people finding us on the trail. Apparently she is uber horny according to the friend that invited me lol.

I drop her off, tell her I gotta go get ready for another party, and that I may see her later on at the party she would be going too. I leave, and I head over to a FB's house in MD, did a quick lay because I really wanted to make it to the party.

I head over. Pretty much all asians.

I have fun for about 30 minutes and just chill. At this point I was really fucking tired. I chode around a bit with guys, signed up for the beer pong table with my buddy. I take a quick nap in a random bed. The host walks in and tells me to pretty much Get the fuck out lol. I get out and check the pong table. I was up soon. I look around for my buddy and couldn't find him. I go up to a random girl and tell her I cant find my friend and I need a pong table. She was in. I totally wasn't expecting this lol.

We play pong, everytime one of us made a shot, I ran kino and tested compliance. I started seeding using TerminateHer's technology (thanks man) and it started to work. We eventually lost lol, and I tested for compliance for makeout by asking to let me use her chapstick. Her friends come and we go outside for a smoke. I chode around because I was so tired and couldn't keep up with their high energy bullshit. So I start to wander off into the backyard. She like yells at me and asks where I'm going. I reply with "Adventure time!". Haha, she like runs closer to me like 10 yards away from me and I motion her to come. At this point it was like 9:30PM and dark in this part of the backyard. I go for makeout, rejected, and she turned her face away. I nibbled her neck for like 45 seconds. I stepped back and started word vommiting. Dunno what I said about I mentioned the moonlight lol. Went in for makeout, done. I pull to car saying I forgot my cellphone there and wanted her #.
Complies and follows me.

I throw her in the backseat and got loads of LMR. I pretty much just plowed and did kept saying how crazy this was and that I never do this. Eventually she let me take her jeans off, and I told her to close her eyes. I went down on her and when she started moaning heavily I whipped it out and stuck it in. I didn't jizz or finish cause after about 6 minutes she started freaking out about getting pregnant. I told her it's cool and that we should go out sometime. # close, walk her back to party and sit on the couch and chill for a bit. Then I get a phonecall from a girl I day2'd and hooked up with, but didn't have sex with.

I head over to the party she was at. We basically just hung out until 3am, headed back to her place and had sex. No LMR. At this point it was like 6am, and I was super tired. She wanted to use a condom so I lasted super long and was tired as hell. She pretty much fell asleep as soon as we were done. I get home around 6:30am and immediately knock out.

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LR: 7/18, Carpull, normal pick up.
I woke up from a nap with my Asian Fuck buddy. MisterB woke me up lol.
I ended up just going out alone because I didn't want to drive to Admo
to meet up with QuickKill's seminar group.

I end up going to a venue in Reston, Va.

The scene was a bunch of 2 set girls sitting at bars and a bunch of guys choding around them.

I felt overcalibrated for the situation and it was mega-easy for the most part.

I sat down at a bar, next to 2 girls, basic intro and small talk. I went into interview mode to gauge how well they liked me. It was moderate. As they break rapport I leave set and go to another 2 set about 10ft away lol. I told them I was going to go talk to my girlfriends lol.

I talk to the second two set for about 5 minutes, then tell them I'm going to go talk to my girlfriends (the original two-set). This jealously plotline worked so well.

The two set seemed super compliant now lol. I go into AFC mode to gauge their interest. Hooked. I bounce my target around and tell her friend I'm gonna borrow her. It went well, but she rejected make out.

I see this cute blonde later on in the night after a bit of choding and I hype myself to go approach. I walk up to her and I start getting nervous. I like turn around infront of her. I stand there for a bit, like 2 seconds lol, then I turn my head around and open her like that.

She seemed WTF a bit, but it didn't matter and plowed over it. Overall the interaction was really normal. We exchanged interview mode and just talked about random things. We went outside on the patio and smoked, then I just said fuck it and went for the make out. We kissed, but no makeout. I hold her hand from this point on and we talk some more.

We end up making fun of the chodes in the venue and laugh and have a good time. I notice a fountain near the venue at some Reston Center, so we go over there and check it out. We make out, I rest my hand on her thighs and slowly slide up. I fingerjam through her jean shorts. She says lets go somewhere more private, and she takes me to her car lol.

Minimal LMR and termination. We had some pillow talk afterwards (without pillows) and she seemed shock that I was only 20. I #close and tell her we should hang out again sometime.

I then head over to another Fuck buddies friend's house for another lay lol.

goods:

First blonde close! YEAHHHH
really normal pick up, nothing special at all happened, good sign of internalization

bads:

too much choding, only opened 3 sets.

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So how did you get to this point?

Your reports are exactly the kind of exciting, fast paced lifestyle that I want to live. I have moments where I feel on top of the world, super social, and devastatingly charismatic but I have yet to channel that energy all the time. Has your journey brought you up against a similar stumbling block?

Either way, how did you dive into this and really start seeing results?

hey man i looked at a good amount of your posts and it seems like you know what your doing. i was wondering if you could tell me what books/websites you looked a good amount. i am just beginning this pua stuff and i dont know where to start.

thanks