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& I mean it.
I get told I look good, dress good, know how to talk to girls, have a sexy voice on the phone, get told I'm funny, smarter than most guys, different, & real.
I have never kissed a girl & had her say it was bad. Matter fact I usually ask and most girls gimmie a 9 or 10... the last one said I was the best she ever had.
& I have social anxiety, not sure where it came from, probably my parents, or the fact that I got picked on as a child maybe both, but I'm uncomfortable as hell in social situations when I have every reason not to be & it renders everything I mentioned useless a lot of times.
I try hard to push threw & ignore the awkwardness but its hard as hell. Especially that I'm already a perfectionist & lil awkward moments feel like a waste... all I know, is its not gonna stay like this. Pua, no pua, regardless. This is bigger than females.
I'm just venting here.
But on the bright side, if any of you feel like you lack anything I mentioned before... just know that if a lack of confidence can checkmate all of them, an excess of it will more than likely make up for any of'em...
Showing confidence and being internally competent is more important than being confident.
Mystery admits he gets anxious whenever approaches sets, AFTER ALL THESE YEARS.
Just don't show it/ try to make it out as if it's nothing.
As if you're there to have fun and you don't care about the outcome.
CHAT