i havent been on this for a while...but last time i was i had a german hb 10 model as a girl.. things went so well that she came back to ireland to see me for three days ....
heres where it gets messy... the first night i was with her everything went great ... we got hammered and danced the night away player style i even got a vip booth free drinks (mate is the club owners son) acting like i own the place ...but i had things planned and couldnt head back to her hotel......
the next day me her and a diffrent friend met up in town...(the guy who introduced us) he spent the whole time chatting her up ..now hes a total natural.. we went to her hotel room and got totally baked...i barely talked to her at all .... and when she asked what was wrong i just said i was tired...but she didnt get with my friend...(i think because my game was on fire the night before) anyway...we held hands layed in bed but we were talking less and less ?? (we didnt have sex because there were 3 other people in a tiny hotel room)
anyway..the next day the guy before said he was sorry he tried to get with her and also said she was dying to have sex with me... (hell yeahhh)...so i texted her saying we should be alone today and stuff...she wouldnt come to mine...?? (lack of trust?? i think..)...but she kicked her girlfriend out of the hotel so i could come over...and although i could of went i think i was stressed out or something because i was freaking out i got one of my girl mates to help me but by the time i was ready to go ... her girlfriend had came back and i lost my alone time ( fuck..i could of got laid !!)so i made up some excuse and didnt come over that day.....
now it was her last day i asked her to meet up in town(i didnt think she wanted to see me but agreed) when i saw her i kissed her goodbye ...i also explained how things just didnt go as i had planned and gave her my bracelet... we agreed to go out that night(redeemed myself!! yeooww) the night went terrible ..we barely talked?? she didnt talk to me either ??(might off been nerves)....my mates were warning me..by the end we were fed up...although we had a really long kiss outside her hotel and parted reasonably well..(didnt have sex...no visitors afrer 1am)...
i can see why she wouldnt take me back... i acted quite cold...or something..the whole time..... is there any way i could try and get back with her ....she was intellegent... rich family ..sexy as hell... any advice suggestions .....anything at all apreciated...through text as she lives in austria.....ill even go there help !! how to stop that from happening !! anything !! it was the first time ive fucked up like this and this time i really care that shes gone !!...not even a lay...ind i liked her so much !!...
also.. she was my first girlfriend sice high-school....im a reall one night stand casual sex guy...and the change felt so good !!!.....