Hey. It's been a while and my game's been steadily improving. Discovering Breaking Rapport has revolutionized my game with girls I've found. It really is as important as Sinn and AFCAdam make it out to be. Anyway, my blessing and my curse is one-itis. I get it on and off with various girls and become needy and or the typical guy, an AFC I suppose. But my thoughts when I do recognize strong emotions tend to get in the way of an PU I may have learned. Such thoughts are: I want this to be normal, I want to do this right, I don't want to screw this up with PU (I have had bad experiences by failing to manage expectations stemming from the original pickup or my game in general).

My situation is a girl I've known on-and-off for about five or six years. We dated briefly a long time ago, but it ended up being a stupid fling that amounted to nothing. We moved on. I saw her there and again but never seriously hung out with her. Looking back, I realize that I had spent a great amount of time with her in a similar social circle but was too stupid to read it, being young and with no experience. Now, I've found out a friend of mine whom she was dating for ten months broke up a little over a month ago. This is about the time school started back up. I have one class with her, a college class that gives me no opportunity, because of no time, separate groups, extreme social pressure (I'm talking about not wanting to game her in front of our mutual friends, especially since its so obvious and given our history) and limited chance. I've been struggling to find reasons to talk, as well as set stuff up through my pivots, and somehow make something of my limited time . Nothing's worked.

I've wanted this girl for longer than any other and I just don't want to screw up. But my biggest fear right now is the fear of missing my shot. And I'm getting stonewalled at every turn. Advice, criticism, anything at all would be appreciated.

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