Ill start at the start, it's a good place 2 start.

When i was young boy, i liked this girl, and this girl was a friend of my friend, and the girl told my friend that she liked me, anyway after posting a 'love letter' in her door, and bailing leaving my phone number, and some 'words'. I never heard from her. So after gaining her phone number, i sent her some txt messages, on reflection they where the neediest shit you've probably ever heard.
(I was a pure AFC, Still am *been in the game 1 year* and still haven't landed a lay or girlfriend)

Anyway she's back from Uni, i have never spoke 2 her in person, only look at her, if shes driving some where, random event's etc etc..

SO here is the crunch, i wanna go show this girl, that I'm not some creepy guy after her, i wanna show her fun, i wanna make her laugh, and i want to see her smile while she is with me, that's all i want...

She works in a pub, i now for a fact i will be going in there at some point (i will most likely randomly force myself in to the pub)

But she's working, so what am i gonna say, how am i gonna put her at ease?
How am i gonna show her, i'm what she needs in her life right now?
How am i gonna change her mood so shes attracted to me
I feel like there is this awkward barrier between us, almost as if we are both 2 scared 2 to speak, but on reflection.... like fuck is she gonna be thinking of me.....



Any replies into my fucked up situation would greatly help.

When you WERE young? Get outta here! You're still just a kid so stop taking all of this so seriously. You're not looking to marry this girl or anything. . . and you've got PLENTY of time to make plenty of more mistakes, hook up with a ton of girls . . . and live a life. Take it easy . . .

And you're not so special. . . What? Do you think you are the only kid who sent a girl a dumb ass backwards love letter? Beginning when I was in fourth grade, I must have written over 20 of those beauties. I even remember the rhymes that I used and references to the popular songs of the time. And how's this . . . some of them actually worked!

So relax, relax, relax . . . you've done nothing wrong.

"Awkward" is as awkward as you make it. Once you stop acting awkward, it won't BE awkward any more. It would be "It USED to be awkward" . . .

So just stop your awkward shit now and that's that. You saw her and you didn't say anything to her? Ding, ding! = Awkward. So practice NOW! If you see her, what will you say? "Hey! _______ . . . It's is you! You look great! Then it's talks about school, her major, what's happened to the town. . . the people you knew. . ." But you MUST stop acting awkward and burst out that first CONTACT!

Then . . . after your present "awkwardness" becomes "a thing of the past" . . . and you are alone, you should just let her know. "You know . . . I used to have the biggest crush on you. Although now . . . I'm pretty certain that I am well cured."

Women do not hate long time crushes or loves. In fact, this turns them on big time. What they get weird about is how "awkward guys" awkwardly share their long time crushes. Being up front with her in person (once she doesn't think you're weird) is a great way to do it.

Don't force yourself to do anything "one day". You'll just end up talking yourself out of it. Just go right now with a huge, "welcome back to town smile" and open yourself up . . . Be fun. Share some great stories. Get her contact info again . . .

It sounds like personally you need more practice before trying to tackle big fish, if I were you I would try engaging with gurls, and what not and learn things about women and experience things firsthand, before you try to go all out with this one ... but to be honest if you want to pursue this one your going to have to learn how to have a i dont give a fuck attitude thats how the best of the bunch are captured, because with most unoriginal people they worry too much and are too uptight, which women don't like, but if your full of action and yourself it really will work ...