Hey guys its been so fucking long time that i`ve sarged...
i think its a fear that i developed in my subconscious mind..
my last girl being a total bitch left me a fear of kino escalating and not giving a fuck.. its like i cant be fun, playful and sexual the way i used to...
i feel like i want to but theres this limiting belief and fear that tells me not to do it
and i usually do, before this whole charade, i even groped a girl in 5 minutes from opening a set and i wasnt afraid of getting shot down...

how do i get back to that self again? by the way im just 17 so dont give me old man shit.

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Gotta Fuck em all! Pokemon!

if you quit playing the guitar for awhile, start up again and wanna do a gig right away, you can't expect it to go perfectly. It's a learned skill, same as the PUArts.

there's no inner battle going on. you're ok, just not practiced. you may have to start from scratch and maybe even the inner game stuff too
best of luck

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Your only limits are ones you impose on yourself