Firstly, this was the second "date". Myself and a few friends met up with her and some of her friends at a bar, we got a great vibe going, went to another bar, and then when it was time to go back to their apartment, just myself and the the girl I wanted walked home together alone. The others seemed to have gotten the hint, and left separately or went home.
Anyway. We sit on the bed, talking casually, listening to some music on her ipod, plenty of kino, going through all the songs and sharing an earphone - we're practically laying on top of each other. On the previous date we had made out, but no sex.
After a while, we started making out, very slowly at first. I gave her a massage, mostly stayed away from the erogenous zones, then moved on to heavy making out, she eventually started grabbing my dick, and - about 2 hours into the foreplay, when I went for the panties, she froze. I asked her what was wrong, and she was just like "I don't know... I just.... agh, I don't know, I'm sorry"
I said "it's ok, no problem", went back to kissing her.
When, about 20 minutes later when I went for the panties, she gently put her hand there and took my hand away. She kept saying, "I'm sorry... I don't know.. I suck, I know"
So, I totally stopped, and just resigned myself to it. I told her everything was cool, that whatever she wanted was fine. And we just lay there, her on my chest. I was considering waiting about 20 minutes and then leaving.
About 20 minutes of silence pass - then we somehow started kissing again. This time I grabbed her ass, had a good squeeze, and kept doing it. She started getting turned on and heated up - grabbing her ass deeply seemed to do the trick. She started getting a bit flustered and whispered "do you have a...."
I said yes, and I simply got it, and put it on.
Then fucked her like an animal.
