| (5:59:47 PM): want to hear something coolll
WankitmyANkit (6:00:13 PM): nope
WankitmyANkit (6:00:17 PM): next question?
(6:00:31 PM): listen
(6:00:37 PM): i am confident in my abilities
(6:00:47 PM): i just dont roll that way you bum
WankitmyANkit (6:01:10 PM): ...but yout so fat, id imagine you roll easily.
(6:01:22 PM): haha
(6:01:24 PM): good one
(6:01:26 PM): now
(6:01:33 PM): if you will excuse me
(6:01:44 PM): i am too exhausted to listen to this nonsense
WankitmyANkit (6:02:03 PM): heh, if you say so. bye.
(6:02:07 PM): well
(6:02:20 PM): i would have told you something cool!!!
WankitmyANkit (6:02:42 PM): oh well, i guess ill have to hear it after you give me my cd's back
(6:02:53 PM): your a girl
(6:02:54 PM): now
(6:02:59 PM): guess wha
(6:03:00 PM): rt
WankitmyANkit (6:03:17 PM): i thought you didnt roll that way, pick a sexuality and stay with it, its a sign of self confidence hahahaha
(6:03:55 PM): im confortable with my sexuality thank you very much
WankitmyANkit (6:04:03 PM): awesome!
WankitmyANkit (6:04:15 PM): im glad, i was starting to think you were wishy washy.
(6:04:45 PM): your the one that loves sucking things
(6:04:54 PM): disgusting
WankitmyANkit (6:05:27 PM): lol stop projecting onto me, were not a in a place in our relationship where we can be talking about this
WankitmyANkit (6:05:28 PM):
WankitmyANkit (6:05:46 PM): OH OH!
WankitmyANkit (6:05:51 PM): i saw something that reminded me of you
WankitmyANkit (6:05:51 PM): !!!
(6:05:56 PM): cool
WankitmyANkit (6:06:15 PM): it was so cuuute. it was a little baby that was eating ice-cream with her fingers, and i was like puja probably totally did that when she was a kid
(6:06:28 PM): haha aww
(6:06:38 PM): yes i was acute baby that ate ice cream
WankitmyANkit (6:06:44 PM): you still do it now dont you, when no ones looking
WankitmyANkit (6:06:47 PM): you wierdo
(6:07:11 PM): i wouldn't waste ice cream like that
WankitmyANkit (6:07:42 PM): why? see I KNEW you didnt let the inner kid out
(6:08:09 PM): well that' s a waste of ice cream!
(6:08:14 PM): i did it when i was a kid
adidaschicka708 (6:08:25 PM): but now i hold ice cream to be sacred
(6:08:35 PM): you cannot waste it on fingers!
WankitmyANkit (6:08:47 PM): haha,
WankitmyANkit (6:15:43 PM): lol except the original context
WankitmyANkit (6:16:12 PM): its cute though, everyones a little afraid initially.
WankitmyANkit (6:16:24 PM): don't worry im sure youll figure it ou
WankitmyANkit (6:16:27 PM): out*
(6:16:35 PM): what are you talking about?
WankitmyANkit (6:16:39 PM): lol nothing
WankitmyANkit (6:16:49 PM): maybe ill tell you when i see you.
WankitmyANkit (6:16:54 PM): other wise its up to you to figure it out
(6:17:08 PM): if your talking about what you like to do with little boys
(6:17:20 PM): i dont engage in that type of conduct
WankitmyANkit (6:17:32 PM): whoa whoa, i hope not, then we REALLY cant be friends
WankitmyANkit (6:18:05 PM): I mean **** i knew you were wierd but i thought you meant cute wierd
(6:18:31 PM): i dont engage in those illicit activities
WankitmyANkit (6:18:42 PM): so youve never been kissed?
(6:18:42 PM): nor will i need to
(6:18:49 PM): umm
(6:18:51 PM): not that
(6:19:02 PM): i have
WankitmyANkit (6:19:06 PM): thats all we were talking about dummy, jeez get your mind outta the gutter
WankitmyANkit (6:19:14 PM): sheesh, and i thought I was bad.
WankitmyANkit (6:20:06 PM): lol the way you talk about it, i can totally tell youve only been kissed once
(6:20:36 PM): yea
(6:20:37 PM): in college
(6:20:41 PM): you dont know me
WankitmyANkit (6:20:51 PM): nope, but i read you right.
(6:20:56 PM): ***told you
WankitmyANkit (6:20:58 PM): nope.
(6:21:05 PM): and it doesn't matter to me
(6:21:10 PM): i dont really care
WankitmyANkit (6:21:19 PM): it was in your response to that text. Nor should it, if it did, i would seriously think less of you
WankitmyANkit (6:21:29 PM): cara doesnt even know im talking to you
(6:21:34 PM): what text
WankitmyANkit (6:21:35 PM): ...at least i havent told her.
WankitmyANkit (6:22:01 PM): i dunno you sent some text describing your first kiss as emotional, with the right person, at the right time
WankitmyANkit (6:22:14 PM): i was like BAM shes only been kissed once
(6:22:18 PM): i just didn't want to talk about it
WankitmyANkit (6:22:51 PM): its a pity, there are so many good emotions linked with a first kiss, but wahtever im not gonna talk to you about a subject your not comfortable with.
WankitmyANkit (6:23:01 PM): hows the weather in nj?
(6:23:10 PM): its cold
(6:23:15 PM): and dont lie
(6:23:21 PM): it doesnt matter
(6:24:19 PM): i know you have told ****
(6:24:22 PM): bc she told me
WankitmyANkit (6:24:26 PM): ?
WankitmyANkit (6:24:38 PM): i told her I was tlaking to you, but not what we talk about....
WankitmyANkit (6:25:09 PM): whatever it doesnt matter.
(6:25:17 PM): yea
(6:25:19 PM): it doesnt
WankitmyANkit (6:25:40 PM): you sound wicked defensive, why are you assuming im judging you about it?
(6:25:57 PM): im not defensive
WankitmyANkit (6:26:01 PM): ok
(6:26:02 PM): and i dont care
WankitmyANkit (6:26:03 PM): i cant tell
WankitmyANkit (6:26:05 PM): LOL
WankitmyANkit (6:26:07 PM): nv,
WankitmyANkit (6:26:08 PM): nvm
(6:26:10 PM): judge me all you want
(6:26:22 PM): like what do i have to say
(6:26:26 PM): it's true
WankitmyANkit (6:27:13 PM): ....*rolls eyes* i mean what i said you butthead. I think your fun for you not for what youve done. I dont judge you, we dont know each other well enough for that
WankitmyANkit (6:27:35 PM): even though we just broke up AND YOU HAVE MY CD's
WankitmyANkit (6:28:13 PM): esp my frekaing backstreet boys one, thats my favorite lol
WankitmyANkit (6:28:14 PM): jk
(6:28:26 PM): i just dont like being asked about the past
a (6:28:37 PM): like it's just not the first thing i say to someone
(6:28:41 PM): who im getting to know
WankitmyANkit (6:28:55 PM): its not the first thing you said to me was that I was funny, and i appreciated that.
(6:29:22 PM): yea
(6:29:24 PM): its fine
(6:29:28 PM): anyways
WankitmyANkit (6:29:32 PM): yeaaaaaaaaaaa
WankitmyANkit (6:29:41 PM): way to make this whole thing AKWARD jerk
WankitmyANkit (6:29:46 PM): anyways back to flirting,
WankitmyANkit (6:29:57 PM): if you were a mermaid what color would your tail be?
(6:30:58 PM): listen
(6:31:07 PM): i like talking to you
WankitmyANkit (6:31:15 PM): yo if your gonna LJBF me
(6:31:15 PM): im just trying to get to know you
WankitmyANkit (6:31:20 PM): haaha
(6:31:23 PM): what is that
WankitmyANkit (6:31:24 PM): im an open book
WankitmyANkit (6:31:37 PM): nein, forget i said it
(6:31:48 PM): i just don't think
(6:31:50 PM): i dont know
WankitmyANkit (6:31:54 PM): tell you what
WankitmyANkit (6:32:02 PM): why dont you ask me what you want to knwo about me
WankitmyANkit (6:32:04 PM): and ill tell you
WankitmyANkit (6:32:10 PM): id rather do this in person
WankitmyANkit (6:32:11 PM): but fuck it
WankitmyANkit (6:32:13 PM): your in nj
WankitmyANkit (6:32:24 PM): but ask fun questions, the normal ones are boring
WankitmyANkit (6:33:00 PM): buuut you only get 3 questions, so pick the right ones.
WankitmyANkit (6:33:13 PM): This is an honor, you get to enter my reality .
(6:33:29 PM): okay
(6:33:30 PM): but
(6:33:35 PM): i dont know
(6:33:48 PM): like i like talking to you
(6:33:58 PM): but you need to know that im not like
(6:34:11 PM): looking for anything....like im not saying you think that way at all
adidaschicka708 (6:34:29 PM): i guess i just want to make my intentions clear
adidaschicka708 (6:34:38 PM): i mean you truly are awesome
WankitmyANkit (6:34:40 PM): well a) yes your are
WankitmyANkit (6:34:55 PM): and b) thats a bit presumptuous considering we havent even met. but ill let it fly
WankitmyANkit (6:35:41 PM): Im flattered you would think im into you, but im just being my self. Im glad you think im awesome, thats a nice way of stroking my ego.
(6:36:04 PM): okay well that's good...it's not that
(6:36:15 PM): it's just ive been bad with guys
(6:36:35 PM): who are my friends in the past...and when i truly care about my friends
(6:36:53 PM): i dont know i feel wierd saying this bc it probably sounds i dont know
(6:37:44 PM): i guess ive just thought i was being a friend in the past...and ive hurt some people i care about in that process
WankitmyANkit (6:38:01 PM): lol i dont need the whole ljbf speech kiddo.
(6:38:03 PM): but i mean that's cool
WankitmyANkit (6:38:05 PM): I got the jist
(6:38:09 PM): what is that?
(6:38:10 PM): haha
WankitmyANkit (6:38:14 PM): lets just be friends.
(6:38:27 PM): haha
(6:38:29 PM): ohh
(6:38:40 PM): well idk
(6:38:49 PM): im sorry for making this all awkward
(6:39:04 PM): im not saying that i think that way...that you being nice to me means something
(6:39:21 PM): but i know in the past it has...and im just not good with dealing with it
(6:40:04 PM): but it's just...regardless of whatever friendship or relationship i have to anyone
(6:40:13 PM): it's just always a slow process
(6:42:30 PM): I am really sorry....i really don't know how to articulate anything
(6:42:43 PM): but basically we haven't met...so i dont know what im trying to say
(6:43:09 PM): basically especially if i never met you it's hard for me to let you in on things like that
(6:43:34 PM): im glad, it means your healthy and normal, and more importantly you have standards
(6:44:24 PM): yea
(6:44:36 PM): to answer your question....i dont consider myself shallow
Later on.... i couldnt fucking get off the topic
(6:47:22 PM): im honestly not ready to be commited to someone
(6:47:28 PM): im still trying to figure myself out
(6:47:36 PM): and that's something i need to do by myself
(6:47:52 PM): i dont think other people can really help you figure out your purpose
(6:48:00 PM): and who you are
(6:48:09 PM): that's just something that's a solo journey to me
WankitmyANkit (6:48:14 PM): nah, but they may see more in you than you see in yourself.
I was trying to be c+f and im also trying to figure out through this two things
is she ljbf'ing me and if she is what did i do wrong? personally i think its moving into c1 without having met.
BACKGROUND: shes my good friends roommate who i Know is into my personality, but shes never met me.
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