This is going to be a detailed post, but please read. This is the only way that I can get you the reader inside my brain. LM=limited mind UM=unlimited
My LM is a complete asshole. It is always ready and willing to destroy me. It is shameless, funny, cocky, and arrogant. It is the worst of me multiplied hundreds of thousands of times over. It has no regard and no remorse. It will go out of its way to hurl insults and keep me from achieving. It is the AMOG of my inner mind. It is a formidable adversary, a force to be reckoned with.
My UM however is quite the opposite. It is optimistic and creative. It is always looking for the right social response or action. It pushes me to take ridiculous risks. It wants to conquer more and more. It needs to be challenged or it will become bored. It gets it satisfaction when my risks become rewards. It is constantly seeking a bigger and better reward. It hates being told it can't do anything. It doesn't like authority and hates rejection of any kind. It is a spolied brat. It is a black hole that wants to suck it all in. It has taken from others on many occasions to fullfil its selfish wants. It is a self entitled narcissist.
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This reply really hit home for me. I have never fucked an HB that I thought I couldn't. I have been rejected many times by ones that I thought I could. On paper this appears to be obvious, but I distinctly remember winning battles in my inner mind over stuff like this.
LM-If her boyfriend comes home from work he will kill you.
UM-not No problem, Ill just bring my handgun in case shit hits the fan.
(Note: That was a battle my UM won about 10 years ago. I do not condone that type of behaviour for anyone on this forum.)
My LM an UM are constantly at odds with each other. The more of these battles I win, the better I do with women. After reading Beschattens piece about inner game I became much more aware of the inner me instead of the outer me. I wrote this field report both with inner and outer game details. Remember that these battles between LM and UM happen in split second but everything I wrote is what I remember happening in my head.
On sunday night I went to go to my GF rockstars place. (yes the same one from Busted a guy using canned material LOL). I had to stop at a gas station on the way there for cigs. This is how it went down.
I walked into the store and noticed a lone HB working with 3 men in line. From afar she was a looker but as I got closer she became much more appealing. I gave her the proper forensics exam and she was totally hot. A very strong blonde 9 approaching a 10. I knew I had to sarge. I called Rockstar to tell her I would be there in 5 minutes. My volume was turned all the way up and people could hear her. (Rockstar is never ready for anything, shes batting 1000.00) It was obvious to everyone in the store I was on my way to an HBs house.
Now theres only 2 customers in line, but #1 tries to pay for gas with a $100 bill. HB can't break it because she just broke one.
Me: I can break that for ya
#1 You can?
I confidently pull my money clip out, unclasp it, peel 5 $20s of the top of a stack about $300 thick and we make the exchange. (note: I wasn't trying to impress anyone I was just in a hurry and hate waiting in line)
Me: this better be real (jokingly)
HB: smiles
LM: Oh, your such a baller, hopefully she's a gold digging whore
UM: you just DHVd under the radar
At this point I have established pre selection(from 2 blocks away), DHV, CnF, and center of attention all on auto pilot. Raise your hand if you've done this.
With only one customer left between me and the target the battle continues as I noticed her right index finger had a silver ring on it.
LM: way to not learn that ring routine, you knew it would come in handy and now your screwed
UM: that routine sucks, go natural, this one looks easy
LM: your day game sucks, you don't have any material
UM: just plow your way in, this one is impossible to fuck up.
HB: thanks for breaking that for me (smiles)
UM: ill take that as an IOI
LM she won't be after you order cigarettes
ME: no problem, (small paus)
UM: she looks like a party girl
Me: I'll take a pack of Marlboro Redbox (small pause)
UM: PLOW motherfucker!!!
Me: so what time do you get out of here?
LM are you kidding???WTF was that?
UM: wait for it
(note: worst opener 09 for daygame goes to (drumroll) SUB-ZERO for what time are ya done.)
HB: I work her everyday from 3-11 p.m
LM: how unambitious
UM: she goes to college during the day.
Me: I never come to this store, I dont' live out here.
HB: I grew up in St. Paul(our capital city) but moved out here and don't really know too many people. (is she wanting to know me?)
LM: she left St Paul for this urban debacle, WTF is wrong with her
UM: she lives with her parents in a mansion off Shennondoah
ME: I grew up in the cities, I used to live here for a bit but, I moved back.
HB: (beep) so, do you need anything, else ?
(spoken like she might want me to continue gaming)
LM: he needs a life, do you have any of those back there?
UM: thats a weak IOI, ill take it.
LM: you fluffed her, its over
UM: PLOW, PLOW,
Me: i'm not ganna lie to you, you are super cute. (stressing super)
(note:I delivered this line with a perfect So-Cal accent, a million times better than it looks written on this forum.)
LM: that was AFC
UM: its working!!!!!
Her faced was totally blushing at this point. She got a huge smile.
HB: thank you so much (big smile)
I hand her a $10 bill and tear a piece of pare out of the car wash code dispenser.
UM: thats 3 IOIs, go Caveman
Me: are you single by any chance?
LM: OMG how do you ever get laid?
HB: well, im not anyones GF or anything like that.
LM: WHORE
Me: whats your #
UM: dont look excited
HB: 651-xxx-xxxx
Me: i don't even know your name.
spins her necklace nametag around.
HB: I was just about to ask for yours. (stressing just) IOI
UM: eject before buyers remorse!
Me: I really have to go to my friends.
(note:its true PUAs have better shit to do than pick up chicks
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HB: it was really nice meeting you.
Me: yes, you too, Ill talk to you soon
When I left the store, I was really excited. I get #s all the time, but this one felt different for some reason. Why? This entire interaction only took about 3 minutes, but for me it felt like a solid 8 minutes. Time had slowed down as I was so focused on winning my battle with LM everything else just fell into place. Nothing canned with this close.
So thats what my inner game looks like. If anyone has training in this area, please let me know what level I'm at and how to get to the next one. Special thanks go out to Beschatten, Solomon II, and of course your boy 870.
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