I feel like im forcing my self to talk to people not just girls but everyone its fucking lovly fun(not really) I just feel like im socialing with girls just to have sex with them too take something from them. and it makes the whole getting to know the girl painful like a affort a pushing against a wall.
like a act ...

im not insane MOHAHAHAH

Its just not fun when i feel like i have too do something i need to be doing something (canned material or whatnot). I like a free flow conversation not PAnda shit like what do i say next and thinking about what to say to keep the douchebag(conversation) rolling.

IS anyone else going through is?

I assume you are just starting out in sarging?
If you are then talking to people will sound forced and FEEL forced at first but when you do it more and more you will get used to it and it will seem as natural as breathing (well maybe not really)

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