so, like i said i would, i did [will post pics in a bit]

"by the way i have scratch marks"

i invited a bunch of people to the bar i was gonna meet her in. We all drank had some fun. she left to get a friend, and we all went to another bar. then i met her again. later on when we went to another bar, me and her went b4 the others. we started dancing a little bit, and kissed. Many people looked at me like:
quite funny
then we went to another bar. she is seeing this guy, but not officially. he basically helped me hook up with her. so he shows up, and asks us to kiss. so we did. he went to buy a shot. i didnt want it, but i took it. it was absinth or how ever u spell it, and i hate that crap.

then he drove us home, and stayed there. i knew this would happen, and i knew he would bother. So me and her end up in the room, take clothes off, start doing stuff, and then the dude shows up. I had already told him "since he kept flirting with me" that i dont go for guys, and that if he does anything it will be with her and not me.

he tries to do stuff with me and i send him to hell many times "pain in the ass...fucking up my fun" She always told him to go away, or go get a cup of water. So he left for a while. we did stuff and then i talked with her.

i asked why she was with him "she can do better" and asked her if she was ok. she wasnt really and i knew it, so held her. she grabed on to me. we started talking, and i learned that her life isnt really happy.

then the dude comes back and tries to do shit with me and her again, but none of us wanted it.

basically next morning "we stayed up the hol nite" he tells me she doesnt wanna see him again. and tells me she did that just to make him jelous.

but she had been really sweet to me since b4 he was there.
and the way she hugged me, i noticed she felt really conforted by it.
and when i left...he was gonna drive me, and left first to the car. she told me to wait, gave me a hugg and a kiss. then sent me a messge on my phone telling me to call her so she knows im ok when i get home, and said: "see you soon. kisses"

so yeah. weird night.

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sweet i like zoe
im not that good... yet
but gimme some time

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think of it this way. im 17 now, and im already making quite some progress. specially with older girls. girls my age are lame...im sorry. ew im out of school already, i go to a music school "kinda like uni"

in some years, when i have my own house, and all that we can talk

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i got mad at myself for not following what i wanted.

decided to go to music school, and decided to stop crying about my love. lol so... im having fun. some people say im running away from it. well, if i cant solve it, and i cant forget it, should i stay hoe and cry? no. so im going to ignore it and have fun. if i find another love...great. if i dont... oh well. sux for me!
hard to find a better one when my ex was amazing but oh well

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I've always been interested in the whole lesbian thing dude! we gotta keep in contact talk about it! what I found astonishing and somewhat odd, is how certain lesbian women act around certain women and even men.

This girl said she was gay a while ago, I long forgot her name, I have her number on a piece of paper somewhere here, but anyway we talked and after about 2 days we had the best sex ever! Are women truly truly gay? what’s the deal with women that dress up as men? to look more masculine and they put their arm around other women, and pretend they are a guy, man that’s so dammmmmn bizarre! shed some light woman, spill the goss!

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Your going through a process..think positive! Not much I can tell you, your going to get your answers eventually! keep at it ra ra ra..
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about girls wearing guy clothes.

ok, i used to be quite a tom boy... i still am sometimes. in little things. like i love my bicicle, and i like to play soccer now and then. I always used to wear guy clothes. Now, i wear what ever. I just cant stand pink but sometimes i wear guy clothes because they are REALLY confortable. Imagine wearing tight stuff all the time... it gets a bit anoying. But i dont do it overly. I used to have long hair down my back and now its short, but thats because i got sick of it, and i dont have to brush it now

really, you can ask me what ever. Im openminded and honest so its cool. im not gonna get all offended by something

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I'm just verry curious! like a cat pawing a insect! There’s allot of things I don’t understand and I’m not afraid to ask, some answers I can find out for myself without any worries! So I simply refrain from asking people, because I know I can answer it best myself, better then anyone else. But in this case... It makes my head turn sideways and look at you and your pics, I’m trying to understand what’s going on there and I don’t quite get it!

So ill be asking you allot more! maybe a pm or two, we can chat about it! learn things from each other! will be some interesting fun!


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Hey, the chick in pink is not wearing a bra.

Which one is Dre?

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she is the tallest one. lol

the one with no bra "lol" is the latvian.
the one in black is me

by the way, what is going on in this pic is... im talking with her at a bar. my friends are to the other side of the camera. not so complicated. one of my friends was bored and started to take pictures.

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I was confused about that story until I realized you were a girl. That sounds like a fun time but very emotional. Sounds like a very dangerious girl to get emotionally attached to in my opinion. I have had bad experiences with women who were looking for comfort. Also I have had a bad experience with a guy trying to get with me and a girl, and before I figured out that you were a girl I was wondering why you didnt punch him in the eye.

Ive hooked up with a girl who was lesbian and I thought it to be a very odd experience as a guy. I could tell and it did not feel right.
I'd like to know Impact was that girl you slept with who was a lesbian did it seem odd?