Hi there guys!

Since I joined this forum my life changed, I changed..to the worse..befor all this I was in a state of ingorant bliss, true happiness, what ever I did I did, and it worked. Then I came across a special book which most of us have read and gave a whole lot of thought to, it boosted my spirit made a diffrent person, someone I was'nt meant to be, I slowly became Arrogant and selfcentered, manupulitive if you will, my feel good attitude was gone and I Started doing stuff diffrently started observing and trying to controll everything around me, lying, betraying pushing peoples buttuns.I became good at it, but at the cost of what I would like to call my soul my inner peace was forever lost and I became evil in mind and spirit, define evil you'd ask me..well thats what I am right now all this changed me to the worse.

The person I was befor was full of hope, trust and I would like to claim I was trustworthy but that has never been me, but the way I am now could never be compared to what I was befor, its gone to far..I feel confused and stoped trusting myself, ive become shallow, my goals are not what they used to be, and yes its happend, ladies are no longer seen as human beeings, I see them as targets and pivots, tactical gains for my own wellbeeing, finally, a humble generous person has been turned and is now selfish, selfcentered and arrogant.

Forgive me for my weakness, I dont want to be this person anymore, therefor I am leaving this world, ill try to revive the person I once was.

Farewell.

SF

I'm sorry you feel this way, it doesn't have to be like that. But in any case, the best of luck to you in your future en devours.

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Well yeah. THE GAME has this side-effect too, bit still...

Anyway good luck on ur life

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A. Einsten

are you sure this is what you want? some guys will die to just be able to have a normal conversation with a HB period.

but you cant forget your friends or family or anyone else. it has its effects, but you cant throw your whole life into it, and expect something good to come out.

best of luck to you and the future you.

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Im so sorry to hear this slipfinger.
Being a PUA is a lifestyle but not one that has to rule. Of course friends and family come first. Perhaps you could not find a balance? Balance is key.
Its not about deception, its about confidence and humour.
If you have given it alot of thought and thats what you want, then i wish you the very best of luck for the future. May you be welcomed back with open arms if your mind changes.

So long, Excitement

Well as it seems I am a impulsive person do shit without thinking them threw now its been 2 days since this post was made and I just cant stop doing this shit bleh..I am such a quiter shiit..as it seems half of the stuff I do ive done befor, thats what is fucking it up, inner conflict, evil vrs good, I just love beeing a evil prick, twisting and turning fucking with peoples heads..might be schizo shiit I dont know Anyway, let me go deeper and tell you what made me deside to quit its not the material its me, its not what the message here is, its my persona, I am what I am not proud to claim all this but to be honest, and I am beeing honest now..for the very first time in a long time, its sad really that this is the only place where I can be completly honest.

Recently, about a year back ive been fighting myself, lets call it inner conflict, I grew tired, ohh so tired of always beeing nice, always beeing polite, fuck that I never was that person to begin with, someone changed me and I allowed myself to change, ive always been the guy fucking taken girls, making people see me as a great guy was my strength, but as I would like to say no good deed goes unpunished, I made sure of that, for everything nice I did for you, I made you give me back 10 times, not by making you feel guilty about the shit I did, but by tricking you into beliveing that it was your decision to start with, making you think you were the nice person, you came up with every idea, every great thing you ever did was planted in your mind by me threw geastures, laughter and false joy and hope, I gave you all this..and when I saw time fit I took it back, with intresst.

I am not nice, polite..thats what you think, like the frog carrying the scorpion over the river, its in the scorpions nature, to fuck you up even if he dies when he does, he cant change, its his nature.

Anyway, now for the first time in my entire life I am giving up an oportunity to cause havoc and pain, I refuse to be the person fucking lifes up not anymore, I dont want to be that guy, the guy everyone hates, without even knowing it.

What made me want to change, no girl, no friend..myself I wanted to change, the apearence of an old victim and how she still smiled and felt joy when she saw me, poor thing never understood I was the one for her agony.

Therefor I saw fit that I forget everything ive learned about pickup, I dont need more tools to fuck with peoples heads, I do fine without it.

Now I might have given you guys I loathe the person I am right now and the person ive been, its the otherway around, I just saw how much pain ive caused, and for what? for my own satisfaction, for a memory? Even today I dont know why I did most things, I dont like hurting people, its just something I do without even realizing that I am doing it.

So today I am giving up on completly socialy destroying a person which I dont like to start with, I am proud that I am doing all this, ohh so proud, but yet I am tempted into causing her pain, and enjoy seeing her broken and tormented, just need to hold tight, and not tricking her into sleeping with me..its hard, sooo hard but fuck it think ill make it, wish me luck.


SF

Im sorry man, but I will just ask you to re-think what's in your mind

Youre talking about damaging people,

c'mon bro, think it over

and whoever that girl is, dont hurt her

Best of luck

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Romeo you missunderstood me, I am stoping all my bullshit, I am tired of hurting people. About this girl, she is far from innocent and a poor thing, she's just as bad as me, takes pleasure into fucking with peoples minds, turning couple's against eachother, thats what made me want to give her a taste of her own shit for once, making her feel what others feel.

e.g just a few days ago, she tells a buddy of mine to not trust his girlfriend while she went for a short vacation.

then she goes to her friend (my buddies girlfriend) and tells her; what happends during your vacation stays there, feel no regrets, naturally I find out, I always do, keep it to myself and set the plan in motion slowly ahh so slowly freezing her out, making her insecure, attacking her person, so I gained her trust, so sweet, now she trusts me tells me stuff about herself, which I can use just like always.

so far she told me; When she was younger she did cut herself, which is fucking wierd if you ask me, yikes spooky shit, the girl I am talking about is a clear HB9 or even a 10. tells me bout stuff which i could use to hurt her, obviously I wont use this stuff, she just like me, taking pride in havoc.

Ill do a jesus on her ass, and forget and forgive, for now.


SF

I understand,,, got ya man

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lol dont use your power for evil...Theres some of us here yeah, we change things around, but we dont ruin good things....sometimes...lol but remember a PUA doesnt always get a girl ethier, just a number by the fact that he did a routine and it worked is good enough, just an accomplishment and then he might never see or talk to the girl just cause he doesnt want to. You dont always have to be manipulative or try to mess things up to feel your routines or tricks worked.


FOX

read my posts threwly Fox and get a grip of what I said, I am by person like that to people i dont like, ill fuck em in every possible way, as easy as that I dont even use canned stuff..they suck and aint me, the thinking got to me thats true all that shit about not ruining somehting that works..bleh if she sleeps with me thats her bad not mine I am not forcing anyone into doing anything, if she wants to blow me why should I say no? dont give me shit about morals and stuff like that

"What made me want to change, no girl, no friend..myself I wanted to change, the apearence of an old victim and how she still smiled and felt joy when she saw me, poor thing never understood I was the one for her agony."


The Game is not about manipulating and hurting women. Being manipulative
and damaging to a woman is called being a fucking idiot. Not a PUA.

A Real Man, a Strong Man, a True PUA aims to satisfy women and enhance
her life. Giving her unforgettable memories in our presence.

That's the PUA way. That's our promise.

Always,
Jonathan

Being manipulative
and damaging to a woman is called being a fucking idiot. Not a PUA.

While I agree with the sentiment, I have to disagree on one point. Manipulating people takes intelligence and skill. Not everyone can do it. To label it idiocy is to allow men who manipulate for purely selfish reasons a level of sympathy. They don't know better. They're idiots.

Being manipulative and damaging to _anyone_ makes you a fucking asshole. And even pick-up artists can be assholes.

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