Yes, you read correctly, I'm on my period.

Just like women, I get it pretty much regularly (every 4 week...damn I should start a calendar...). On days like these, I feel like total shit, don't want to live, don't want to die. Nothing is amusing me. If you would put naked Angelina Jolie into my bedroom, I'd just piss off somewhere else...

I don't know what to do, as in the back of my head, my "realistic" me, sees the other me and wants to do something about it. So I try listening to uplifting music, try to produce some music, try to write a novel/poem, or just go out and sarge. None of it helps.

Most of the time I'm a very happy person, though people seem to fluke on my company...well their loss. But the point is, I don't know the source of these periods, it just hits me so hard.

Yesterday, I was with my friend (HB5) for a coffee, I behaved like a total ignorant prick, yet she was sarging me. I went for a coffee today, and one of the waitresses (MILF9) suggested she'd date me, and I just completely ignored that.

My game has been stagnating for the past few months, well...at least it seems like it since 99% of the girls tell me they have a bf...what's worse I never got over that barrier, tried ignoration, bf destroyers, and lots of other stuff...it's just a pain in the ass.

I could do with some advice on everything...I need to get my life sorted out properly, I'm going uni in SEP, and I wanna have fun, wanna actually spend time studying (when I'm on my period, I sod all the studying, so my intelligence is decreasing).

Any help aprreciated A LOT guys.

Thanks

sorry but gotta bump this...

was trying to game this hb7 in debenhams today whilst waiting for my mother as i was too bored.
so i opened from an angle, and she already turned her body fully at me
so i started weather talk, and she started playing with her hair (yeah...wtf)
so i finally noticed what is she doing and played 5 questions with her which got her totally laughing and i...i couldn't care less
so i ask her whether she's often in town, and she says she has a bf
so we talk a bit about her and my close future, just so i don't come off as the awkward guy
there comes my mother, and i leave without pushing for number/email/fb/msn/telepathicID/pidgeon/etc

it's just getting too frustrating, i'm hopeless, and i really don't want to touch alcohol, yet already drank a pint

Has this been happening since being in the PUA community, or before that?

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That sounds pretty abnormal. You should consult a professional - either medical or psychiatric - about this matter.

not sure...i think since...you think i might be taking this stuff too seriously?

I think you take chief's advice, forget girls for awhile, and sort yourself out should

k...my neighbour is a psychologist, will go see her now (can't game her anyway, she's 60+)

right, had a 2hr session with her, and i was going to tell her about pua, but she already knew from another patient

anyway, she said i need to get some proper sleep, as sleep deprivation may be one of contributing factors (i do 4-6 hrs a day...living by the motto you can sleep when you're dead, guess i gotta change it)
drink less coffee, don't touch alcohol

she also sorted out my perspective on women, it was becoming very uncaring, as i had trouble seeing a deeper meaning in a woman, so she kinda helped me "fix my sight"

i feel a lot better now, will see her again in 3 days time for a review, i hope it will be allright

Good Job man, if you find yourself getting to mentally drained by the PUA theory and arts then a break will do you wonders.

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Note to self: Reffering to Chief by something other than his name has the knock on effect of strolling into the chat room and being asked; 'Crumpetberry are you a single hippie looking for a man'