I won't let it get me down but on my third night out since learning some of the secrets I did not approach a single set. It's Sunday so the place was lame and there where no HB10's out but I realized that AA had more to do with it than anything. First time going out alone... I know it's not suggested but I always end up alone when I'm out anyways, my local friends are not as interested in becomng a PUA as I am... They do serve as decent wingmen though.

I guess what got me tonight was preparedness. I have had such a great time the past 2 nights but I always went prepared... tonight there was no cheat sheet, no cologne (the 2 cologen routine is my bread and butter easy to remember and have had much success with it through out the weekend) I know you just have to relax and approach but I could not think of much to say nd I kept excusing it as the girls not being good eough.

Tonight was supposed to be about practice and I did not do well. But tomorrow night I will make up for it. I have two weeks to get the whole process down and a lifetime to master it.

Over the weekend I had issues with the bitch shield twice... looking for tips on how to bring it down, I had my target all set and ready but I forgot to isolate and there was ot enough kino, he other one kept on giving me shit and I got annoyed so I dismissed them. Thats not what this is about I should be able to overcome tht situation and I will keep working at it untill I learn.



Tonight the biggest issue was openers I phsyced myself out because I came unprepared and I ended up in AFC mode holding up the wall pretending not to notice the girls around. They werent great looking but I should of appoached because tonight wasnt about getting laid it was about practice.

Friday night was excellent I was gaming everyone in the club. It was my first night out after being introduced and I was on it. I had a lil game before but this shit is like fucking steroids so I was super strong. The next day my boy who introduced my the Style's bookwas messing with me because he said I was talking to fat girls all night (not the case at all I was talking to every girl) So on saturday I ended up being more selective because he made me self consious. But fuck that I noticed tonight that although the kid introduce me to the this world and he only fucks with dime girls. He still has a lot of AA so he was fucking with me out of jelousy because of how I had every girls attention at at the club that night.

Bottom line this is what I need to improve on:

1. Fearlessness (aa): any girl any time. I already have a way with women but with this game I will get the best women in the world.

2.Be prepared: I need Dumbos Feather... it didnt help him fly but he belived it did and confidence changes everything so take the cheat sheet and use it to help overcome my AA. I have a high opinion of myself and a high sense of self worth what fuck with me is that I run out of shit to say. With the cheat sheet I can excuse myself and recoup the game.

I plan on practicing daily I will get better and better and once I see my old friends that used to get the girls I wanted most of the time I will have them completely flabergasted and that will make me feel GREAT!!

I am used to being the best at what I do. Not because I am a natural but because I will do what is becessary to accomplish my goals.

Dont fuck with me about spelling ... You know what I mean

Props on the progress man. Awsome to see you can do it on your own aswell, that there terrifies the hell out of me.