One thing people have pointed out to me is that I come off to strong, and that I impose on people a great deal.

When I was 15 me and my family and one friend went on a ski vactaion in canada, there at the pool I met two girls, when i met them, we thought, bickered, and had no real positive comunication with eachother, then when my younger brother met them, there was almost perfect comunication between them.

For the rest of our teen lives, my brother would have close freind ships and bonds with the opisoite sex while I couldnt begin to make one gf let alone one friend ship with a female.

My brother was the kind of guy girls would open up to, tell their personal problems, and if I was around that would ask me to go away, becouse its a personal conversation.
Though as I was always envious of my brothers ways with girls I later found that he gained all but one girl friend in his teen life, even though he spent many nights one the phone with many girls and was out with many girls, everytime I asked him if he was getting some he'd always say, "no were just friends, she dosn't think of me like that".

Often it was him, who would let me know that, "you creep them out", which lead to most of my suicidal feelings and teen angst.

The point I'm trying to make is all those years he didn't pose a sexual threat to anybody.and my problem was, I just don't understand people when the giving me hints and signals, unlesh your brutaully honest with me, I wouldn't understand you at all.

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- Chris