Hello All
My life has sucked for the first 16 years of it, had no friends and complete loser
when I was 17 and the begining of my senior year at HS, I decided there was something wrong with me, I was afraid to talk to anyone I didnt know, including guys. I went to a psycologist and found out I had something called Social Anxiety Disorder, and on my first visit he told me to read The Game. that was back in December, I'm a lot better now and have still a long way to go. I have friends, they are all guys since I'm horrible with girls.
I"ve lost 30 pounds so far and completly changed my style of clothing and hair.
I going to learn as much as godly possible here. (just have to keep up my grades at school)
I live in NYC and I'm at Italy now for the past 2 weeks for foriegn exchange, Ill be back in NY tommorow.
I thank everyone will help me change to the person I want to be

I know exactly what you're going through man. Every aspect of your life is midiocre to bad but most of it is just horrible.

I was diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder back in the early 90s and in 10th grade I swore I was going to change and today I am a master at seducing women. When I finally started forcing myself to talk I actually would have people comment to me and say things to the effect of, "Other than class I don't think I have ever heard you talk before." I nearly 30 pounds overweight as well so I know how hard that can be layered on top of social issues.

There was a lot of people who told me I was going to have this issue and that issue for the rest of my life. Funny thing was all my social failiure drove me to succeed more than anyone I knew so don't ever let anyone tell you that you can't do something. If you are determined to do something nothing will stand in your way and you will become the person you want to be. Don't worry about your problems just always be looking for solutions and you will find them.

- Chris