I'm an artistic, music oriented, mixed race, nice guy. I have dreams of fighting crime like a superhero, but I'm actually caught in a dead-end job with amazingly cool young coworkers that I love to hang out with. I dance well, I believe I'm good looking, but my anxiety and lack knowledge keeps me from getting laid as much as I should. Fortunately I at least have the desire to overcome my flaws, although my laziness and persistent anxiety may hinder me a great deal. But this is who I am and now that I've written it down I can go out tonight and feel a little more sure of myself because without knowing myself tonight will be just as shitty as any other unsuccessful night.

So who are you?

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-Murdoc

Hey Murdoc, great to have you on the forums!

I really enjoy what you're doing sharing your backstory and encouraging others to share. I am a creative and sarcastic person. I am music oriented as well; I have perfect pitch. The pick up community was what broke me out of my shell and made me realize I was no better or worse than anyone else. I have had the crappiest of crappy childhoods - a few things in my life were midiocre and everything else sucked worse than death.

Currently I run a business and now I teach thousands of others and love doing it more than anything in the world. I want to help as many people as I can so that others can have an easier life and no one has to go through what I did. I am extremely lazy but my failiures have given me the ability to feel miserable now so I can think long term and stop at nothing to be the best at what I do so I can become a success.

I enjoy women but put my dreams and ambitions ahead of sex - women are a secondary part of my life. I'm have a certain indifference to the world now - I don't worry about outcomes of social interactions and although I am VERY laid back I will always tell comeone off when they deserve it without worry. I've overcome more than anyone I know and I am proud that while most of my friends got to have fun in their earlier life I am getting to have fun for the rest of my life.

Anyone else?

- Chris