Ok here it is people here lately I feel like an empty shell and no matter what Im doing I get bored and nothing is feeling right. right now i have 5 different women in my life yea thats great kinda boring and honestly only really cared about one of them so i got rid of her cuz she wasnt willing to give me what i wanted from her in return so fuckit ill move on. but i also am just tired confused and bored with everything. i feel like no matter what path im going on it doesnt feel like the right path. the more i try to convince myself yea this is the way to go the more i realize its not and i fight it and push away. im not just talking with women (however they are a part of this feel) or anything im talking life in general career, future, my motivation, and my general self. i feel like im loosing site of who i am and what i want in life. Im 26 and feel like ive accomplished shit i look back at my accomplishments and its shit most people have never done or experienced and would be proud of for doing but i look at it n think yea it was ok but its crap i want more with out working for it. do any of you out there feel this way sometimes just lost and going through the motions n think man this is alot of work for nothing i still feel empty lost and confused and the more i go through the motions the stronger the feeling is? its not like im suicidal cuz i dont believe in that shit at all i like challenges and thats life i love the challenge but sometimes it just feels like its to much work with no real pay off.

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Genuine Heart

I was about to post about this in my Web page.

Lets me start with the feeling, You wake up one morning and feel a little tired and you don't want to do anything your tired and feel down, you feel EMPTY, you just look at yourself and you feel like something is missing.

Everybody once in a while feel down , this is a recycling process that is part of humans , there is a point in our life where we are going to feel down , look to ourselves and feel something is missing, but the truth is nothing is missing the truth is that we are just going through a little depression about the real meaning of our life and the real sense of our life.

Sometimes we (as PUAs) feel really empty or in a kind of mentality where everything is meaningless, actually we feel this and we don't know the actual reason of this feeling. Sometimes you wake up in a Sunday morning after a great f- close , or just a wonderful night but you feel down , you feel like a robot without feelings that is commanded by their needs to survive with no sense and no feelings involved.

This is normal, every person has this depression moments where you are looking for the real sense of life , the answer to the questions of what's next , where I'm going. (even Mystery had a major depression)

But what do we do, there si nothing we can do except think about it , analyze what we want what we are looking for , what is the meaning of our life, people often find this answers in religion, other find this meaning in relationships , other in work, but the real point here is the difference between the persons that actually can overcome this depressions and become a better persona and then get this realization of being what you wan tot be and doing what you always dream to do and the weak ones that get so frustrated that they are left in the ground with their own depressions.

"We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or war. We have no Great War. no Great Depression. Our great war's a spiritual war...our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods and rock stars. But we won't, and we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off."

Tyler Durden - Fight club

I have to go but I will finish these post in my Web page and give you the link to all of you guys because this is an important point in everyones life.

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Its the wierdest thing its not like depression its a funk depression i just wanna wollow in my self pitty and figure shit out on my own and stay in my room in only do what i have to do. what i feel is i want to be around people and suck up their positive energy n take all the attention away from them and put it on my i crave the attention. I AM AN ATTENTION WHORE. i have to have it if i dont have it i feel like what im not good enough they think their better me bullshit i am the most important person in the room all that blah blah self obsorded stuff. its the superstar syndrome but also feeling hollow and empty all at the sametime.

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Genuine Heart