| I am 16 years old, and there was this girl I started to like. I decided she would be the first girl I would attempt to pick up with my newly learned art. She is a freshman, and I would be going with her and some of my school to China for a Choir trip. The problem was, she had a boyfriend, but I felt confident after nights of practicing, talking to some of the members and building routines.
The day came where I had to wake up at 2:00am go to my school and depart for China. 300 people were going in our group, and this girl (Jackie) was not on the same airplane as me. Luckily, her older sister, Lauren was, who is a senior. When I was a freshman I had a crush on Lauren, and we barely knew each other. But I figured this would be a good way to get Jackie's sister and her best friend to like me, so I would have a better chance with Jackie.
When we get on the bus to go to JFK airport I make eye contact with Lauren and smile. She keeps looking at me every once in a while. When we get to the airport she is inline in front of me. I act a little cocky and tell her and her friends that I will be ahead of all of them by the time we get up to the front.
Five minutes later, I am ahead of all of them, but I start up a conversation with the baggage check guy. By the time I finished talking with him, Lauren is next inline. She tells me to wait for her. I wait and we go through security together. By the time we get to the gate, me and Lauren are pretty tight. We go somewhere together for breakfast, we both hate the food. Then we go shopping. I told her we need to get some coloring books and crayons for the 13 hour flight, she was all for it.
After about 30 minutes of eating shitty food, buying useless things and playing games. (We played murder, marry shag and the question game)
She says to me "So I hear you like my sister?" I am thinking what the fuck? How does she know this? I tell her "I did... but not anymore" The second she asked that, I knew it was her I would be getting with during the trip.
We sat next to each other in the airplane. Supposedly we fell asleep together holding hands and snuggling. (My friends showed me the pictures) We really got close on the airplane, got into a more serious game of the Question Game. I was getting a lot of kino, and she was getting very attracted to me.
I found out she had a boyfriend, but didnt like talking about him. When she did she would just say something subtle and act almost as she was annoyed. I figured I would not bring him up and neither would she.
We arrived in Hong Kong and then took another flight to Shanghai. She sat next to me on that flight as well.
During our stay in Shanghai, we were constantly hanging out, many people would come up to us and ask if we were going out. So, we made it a game, counting all the people that asked if we were together.
She woke me up every morning, I can to her room before breakfast and we hung out.
One night, as we were laying in her bed together, I told her I was trying so hard not to kiss her. She kinda giggled. I was thinking whether it would be a good idea or not, and I decided against it.
Our first night in Bejing was awesome. She came to my room, we laid in bed and snuggled. I asked her "Do you want to kiss me?" She said "Yes and no" Then she said "I don't want things to get awkward." I told her, "It will never be awkward with me." She said: "Do you just want to kiss or hook up?" Me: "Im not sure, Im just about three second away from kissing you."
I went for this kiss, and she turned her head, and I whispered "It's okay"
Then she turned around and we kissed.
The rest of the trip was us hanging out with my friends, who she really began liking. We talked a lot, kissed some more and even more people asked if we were going out. She told me she didnt want anyone knowing about us because of her boyfriend. Even though he lives 40 minutes from us, many people know him.
We took tons of pictures together, walked to the Great Wall of China and so much more. When we were on the great wall, I put my arm around her shoulder and whispered "This is the perfect first date"
We experienced so much and saw so much together that we became really close.
When we came home, I met her mom and instantly got her to like me. We both didnt go to school the next day, but we texted each other. That night she asked if I wanted to go out for breakfast before school. On tueday (yesterday) we went out for breakfast. Then we texted all day in school.
She told me I looked so hot today. And also told me that she likes me, but more than a crush. The thing is, I feel the same.
Now I dont know what to do. she has a boyfriend, who she has been going out with for a year and a half. She is a senior and only has three more months here. But I cant stop thinking about her. And she really likes me. What should I do?
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