crazy days have come and gone

thanks. Yeah, I'm starting to wake up to a lot of things. For example, the other day, I totally didn't have the guts to approach a hot girl in a shopping store. She wanted me I think because she kept putting herself in front of my line of walking. Like when I was walking to the check out she was there and then at the checkout, she did it again. I didn't have the guts so I kept walking by her. Anyway, when I got home, I realized that I actually didn't do this girl a favor at all because she is not with me. She'll probably end up getting with some real asshole who will be mean to her. I actually realize that I screwed up.

yea dude I hear ya. Hardest thing is to just go up in the first place and stop being a lil b*tch, but i guess since im realizing im bein a lil b*tch it must be a step forward. Just hope to gain enough confidence to start sarging and changing whole outlook on the game