| ok so it was monday morning and it was after this boring class theres this girl who i got to know but we dont really know each other so well, but today we left together after i teased a little, so we were walking down the street to another building on campus, some kino she initiated was arm in arm, like my hand was in my poket and her arm was just through mine, i dont really think nothing of it cuz thats like normal, yeh so i teased her on a few mroe jokes, we got a snack, i got a pizza and she got some salchicha( chopped hot dogs, man i shudve made a joke with that but ehh) with fries, so she was sharing some food and i make good convo, thank god im halfway stupid so i come wit dumb stuff to talk about,
afterwards were at the library sitting so heres where it starts, were sitting at a table and im tryna get kino on the legs, too bad like i said im stupid, it takes me forever but were both leaning in close towards each other and light kino on the hands over flipped pages, and then i start to flip the pages between us and i hit her boob lightly, and i think hmm she didnt bak up or say nething so i do it 2 more times just to test if she distanced herself just a little but she didnt, and didnt do nothing after i hit her boobs like 3 times, and im thinkin damn i wanna jump on her but im in a crappy college library where theres people everywhere and im not gonna take her in the bathroom so i do more kino and shes kool, but i dont know i think i mightve landed myself in the freindzone, anyway she gave me her number saying we have to study tommorrow in the library again, yeh im doubtful so i think its freindship cuz i did answer most questions in her extra credit work so i figure she thinks im a good study buddy, i did have a few times where in my head it was like a no brainer to me to grab her and take her in the middle of the bookshelf and start kissing, but im not used to acting on impulse, advice please, please, please so i know to act more on my impulse from now on
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