One night, i was drinking with my mom and her new b/f, so im buzzing a little.... she calls my moms phone, my mom says "hey, its for you" i said who? she said her name.. So i rushed to the phone, i couldnt believe it! (i was totally obsessed wth her) we talked on the phone, i was talking SO excited, i couldnt believe it! So i was saying alot of stuff, and a little too much over the edge.. so i call her the next night, i was awake in a dream lol.. So i call her, and its weird, because i ran out of things to say right away..So it became awkward for both of us. I didnt know what was going on.. THIS SORRY THIS IS A LONG STORY. but its my learning eperience to ya'll. So i arranged to meet her at college when she was in class, so i went in the hall way, and saw her. i couldnt believe it.. I was trying too hard, and being way too desperate without even noticing. I ruined it all, she told me she was taken ..whatever.blah

At this point, i had ugly black bangs and totally skinny. NO confidence, no game,no body language lol she blows me off..... SO ITS NOW, 2008. i worked out, did a good haircut, so my appearance is UP THERE. (WICH is nothing without the confidence) which i now have... So we meet up.. in my national guard unit.. My value and confidence is at a solid point. SO i see her and think absolutely nothing. but she's a regular girl...no pedistol lol. i talk wth her a little bit, and i proceed to use my skills learnt in Every pua ebook. AND SHIT, were in a group (wth her) and i txt this girl asking 4 3 good qualities besides looks..and she responds with the 3 qualities saying is that good enough? lol so i show them ,and being a female, my ex is hating on the girl. its so funny, then i ask her,,,so, can you cook? AND she says YEA I CAN COOK.. Yall get the point. she was impressed.. i actually DHV to her.not to mention talking to some other girls in the unit... SO I left.. Knowing.. That i believe in myself and that i wont cling on for 1 sec. i did my job. I know, its long as hell. BUT I wanted to show yall, How to deal more or less thanx

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No, im just posting my experience

lol sorry i thought i was reading the newbie questions for a sec