I am currently sitting in my room with a severly foggy head.

Tonight i meet my ex-girlfriend for the last time before i leave and move across the country. She is the best of the best when it comes to girls having game. Atleast 10 guys are constantly at her feet at all times buying her things, taking her places, she owns them.

Im straying from my topic. This is the last time i will ever see her. I hate her with every ounce in my body. We are still attracted to each other, but we no longer sleep together because to many feelings arise. I wish i could explain the whole situation but i dont have the presence of mind or the time to do so.

I once again am sorry for my lack of orginization. I am really out of it. Last night we were supposed to sleep together, but we both broke off the plans and she knew i was going to sleep with someone else if not her, so she went ahead and slept with someone else.

So tonight as I sit across the table with a girl who severly fucked with my head for the better part of a year, I will have nothing to say. I dont even know how i got myself into the sitation. I could be with 3 other girls tonight but i choose to see my ex one last time. I really have no idea what to do or to say. I want to hurt her so bad for all the things shes done to me. I used to be an AFC in the respect that i was the nicest guy in the world when it came to her. I bought flowers, held doors, payed for everything, forgave her for standing me up. Told her i was sorry that she was crying because she felt guilty for treating me like shit. And i got fucked over for being that guy.

Thats her favorite thing to do by the way. Shes her own victim. Its not her fault she acts like a bitch to me and then feels bad for it. She shouldnt be crying because of it. And all her guy friends ofcourse back her up on it in a desperate attempt to get out of the friend zone.

I dont know what to do. I dont know what to think. I dont know what to say when we sit down, or if she storms out of the venue. (she probably will) someone please tell me something. Tell me anything.

I was an AFC, and got fucked by it. You know what PUA taught me?

It is your fault.

Yeah, I said it.
It is your fault.
See?

You chose her, you acted AFC, she reacted by doing X. Now, I'm not saying this in order to fuck you up, I'm saying it to help you. Think logical for a sec - either you stay mad at this whore for an extended period of time, OR you stop. Just stop. Why should someone so horrible have more control over your emotional life?

If you go outside, to get a coke at the supermarket... and get hit by a car - who's fault is it? Yours. You wanted the coke, you went into the way for the car. Now, this might seem silly to you.. but consider this:
If you give away responsibility for your actions you also give away power. Power is alpha. Also, by SPAM power you can not improve the situation, since the third party is to do so. Often other persons intent does not improve your life. By taking full responsibility over your life you WILL always be in control.

Now, why should she suffer? Because you think she's a bitch? Dude, I've made my ex suffer so hard from what she did to me, but what good did that do? I don't care that she suffered, nor does it relieve any pain from me (at that time).

Hope this was to your help.

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Style: Who do you think lies more...
DeAngelo: What's up fool?
AFC: Does this rag smell like chloroform to you?