i keep scouting threw the forums..reading all these posts on what should I do this and that..come on guys take a deep breath and concentrate..this shit come natural dont forget that we at the end are nothing but animals and thats that..

let me tell you a little story bout some shit that happend me roughly a year ago..I was since long together with a girl think it was like 3 years or something..yeah shit started great I lay-closed her pretty fast and shit were going smothly..first year was great , the sex- well yeah everything was mind blowing (she was a screemer) then suddenly shit went bad..I knocked her up, but ofcourse I managed to somehow..make her see my point of view and make an abortion, the months that came after that turned into a nightmare..crying, whining, then crying again for a month stright..sheesh she was making me go crazy..could'nt take it for much more..but shit I chose to stick around..I guess she never recovered from the abortion considering she would still bring it up after a few beers.. and if that was'nt bad enough now she was getting needy and demanding..brrr where did the days with bj's while I was sitting at comp go..

Summer 2005 I decided id bring her on a family vacation which I made after promising my mother id do with them..so we went to southern europe..I even rented us a private apartment..but she went wierd while we were there not wanting to go out and anything..but what I noticed by then was she was depressed and home sick!

Feburary 2006
She after getting premision from me travels to Australia to visit a friend so we did'nt see eachother for 5 weeks which made me think I no longer could stand her..

16 march 2006 (our 3 year aniversary)

She comes home from the Australia visit and we start to talk..then I suddenly realised something ive known for three years..I never loved her..just wanted fuck her. so I broke it off that same day, might have been a bit harsh when I told her we could'nt stay friends anymore..but shit I dont belive in friendship after a serious relationship..it just aint possible!

The reason I am telling you guys this to make sure you open your eyes dont over think the first kiss..its routine after that, do or die guys, Dont think act you'll know for sure when the time is right, it comes natural.


Woff